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Red Riding Hood

2011-05-15T07:49:00.000-07:00

"Ah, granny! Such long ears you have."
"The better to hear you."
"Ah, granny! Such large eyes you have."
"The better to see you."
"Ah, granny! Such large hands you have."
"The better to take hold of you."
"But, granny! Such a terribly large mouth you have."
"The better to eat you up!"

Sounds familiar? I’m sure all of you had read the story ‘Red Riding Hood’ before. There are actually a few versions of it. The original version was from the Grimm Brothers who like their story to be bloody and gory. Disney had changed them to be much more ‘acceptable’ by children and much more suitable as bedtime stories.

Moving on with the movie, the Big Bad Wolf here is a werewolf terrorizing the village. Of course, they bring in the heavy cavalry, the Church. All the sudden, everyone is a werewolf, a witch or a Devil’s advocate. The first 5 minutes of the movie, the lovers are already ‘tonguing’ each other. Mark the words ‘tonguing’ instead of ‘kissing’. I mean, you can literally see the tongue come out.

Red Riding Hood, Valerie, was more than she seems to be. Mother had an affair. Grandma makes horrible porridge. Peter a.k.a. Mr. Tongue was suspected to be a werewolf. The dude who loves Red Riding Hood, Henry, seems to be the only normal one there. Of course, she doesn’t love him back.

There’s not much of excitement in the movie. The only twist was the true character of the Wolf. Seriously, thinking back, he is such a pedophile. Another movie for me to sleep through.

*Sigh*. Where are all the good movies?

BUNNEH!

2011-04-13T07:37:00.000-07:00

As Nikki will say, BUNNEH! Well, went to watch HOP today, if you read Nikki's previous post, you will recognise this picture.

Apparently, this chick is more like Ben than I can ever imagine. The chock even speaks French like Ben! XDDD!

Anyway, the story is about two characters growing up. One believes (human) he is meant to do something great while another (bunny) wants to be drummer instead of the bunny in charge of Easter. The Easter Bunny aka Peter Cottontail. In this movie, he is known as E.B. It is pronounce as Eeee...Beee...not Eb. E.B. like music instead of candies and chocolate. Did you know actually Easter Bunnies poop jelly beans? I can never look at the jelly beans the same way after I watched HOP.

Well, the story line is blah~ BUT the bunnies are so adorable! Did I mention the Pink Berets? Apparently, theya re the Easter Bunny's Royal Guards. Dangerously cute.

Overall, the bunnies and the chicks are just so cute! The movie not so cute. I'm now awaiting the screening of Puss in Boots. The one that is featured in the Shrek movies.

Iven, I found an interesting desert for your Christmas party (if you are having one). It's call Swan Puff. The ingredients are quite simple so are the methods of making.

And here I end my long-time-never-posted-anything-blog-post with the theme song of the movie HOP 'I Want Candy'.

2011-03-03T07:26:00.000-08:00

Well, with nothing to do for that day (28/02/11), I went to Mid Valley’s Golden Screen Cinema to watch two Oscar nominated movies. The King’s Speech and The Black Swan. Both movies were totally AWESOME!

The King's Speech

The Duke of York, acted by Collin Firth, in the movie, wasn’t actually the true heir to the throne of King George V. However, after some events he has to step up to the expectations of his people. Having problem in speaking fluently, a therapist was found. A chain of events followed, ending the movie with a blast.

Of course, King George VI didn’t fully overcome his problem in speaking publicly; his therapist was beside him all the way during all his war speech.

The movie totally earned the prize for Best Picture and Best original Screenplay. Of course, this movie would be nothing without its director, Tom Hooper, and actor, Colin Firth.

Colin Firth, as you people who watched the Oscar’s, won the award for Best Actor. He played the role of Duke of York. Later in the movie, he ascended to the throne as King George VI. The stuttering was very convincing. The swearing was hilarious.

Bonham Carter, nominated for the best supporting actress, played the role in The King’s Speech as the Duchess of York. I still prefer her acting as Bellatrix Lestrange in the Harry Potter series.

The Black Swan

Totally speechless. Natalie Portman’s role as Nina who has problem in hallucination due to stress was very convincing. Damn, the process of personality change was excellent. Though, I have to agree on the fact that the movie is 18. The seduction, lesbian sex and everything aren’t suitable for everyone.

In her pursue for perfection, Nina let go of herself for the growth of the quality of The Black Swan which she lacks. In the end, she succeeded with the price of her sanity and life.

Natalie Portman won the Oscar award as The Best Actress

To the cinema...alone...again

2011-02-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

Hello all, miss me? (Who would?) As much as I want to say I’m living my life, I’m not. In the past, it’s studying and studying and studying. Now is working and working and working. Lovely, isn’t it. Despite there were some good times (Hi Mel, Nikki, Iven,...), they’re all gone.

Moving on, went to watch Sanctum today.

If you like some adventures with people dying every 10 minutes, this would be your must-watch-movie. Overall, this is an OK movie. I won’t highly recommend it, still within the acceptable range though. The plot is OK going. The only really 18 part is just the dumb bitch cutting off her ear while the expert told her not to. Ah well, that’s why she’s dumb, right? I’m trying not to reveal too much about the movie. Spoilers right? I'm watching in 2D though. It might make a diffrence in 3D.

Saw a couple of people today. Not the well-know type but ok enough to greet each other. Went online to watch the official trailer of Rango though. Ahh, the voice of Johnny Depp is just right for the character.

Wonder what happened to Nic. Haven’t heard from her from Melbourne yet.

Hey Mel, ich bin ernsthaft erwägt deutschen Klassen. Ich fand jemanden, der als gut, aber RM700 interessiert ist, den Grundkurs abgeschlossen. Du denkst, ich sollte sie nehmen?

PS: Correct me Mel.

PPS: I know I'm pathetic

Make it work

2011-01-06T05:00:00.000-08:00

Went to my ‘interview’ today. It confirmed my theory on almost 50% of Chinese in Malaysia is English retards. The assistant manager called me and asked me to an interview. The first thing that popped into my mind was what kind of question are they going to ask? I prepared myself to any possibilities, which in the turned out to be a complete waste of time. Their so called ‘interview’ is just informing me about the shifts, my wages, and confirming my interest in it. What the fcuk! That’s not an interview! It didn’t even come close! As well, on the bright side, I’m doing what I do best and am being pay for it. Although on the down side, I only have 2 days off and I have to use them to learn to drive a car. Frankly, I’m not that keen on mastering it because it means that I’ll have the duty to fetch my brother to school in case of emergency. On the second thought, maybe I should. I’ll give him the ride on the life time. Hehehe…

Mel, was ihr denken wenn wir schreiben in Deutsch? Ich brauchen eine lehrerin.

Bread and Books

2011-01-05T18:59:00.001-08:00

Well, while Edbert is off to NS, Benjie started on AUSMAT and Nicole who will be going to Australia during Feb. (I want to kill you Nic!) I’m still waiting for the reply of the assistant manager. (Don’t really know where I’m heading in the future yet. Most likely following my parents ‘timetable’) I handed in my application form and have yet to receive a reply. (Don’t ask) Of course, people who bought books from Scholastic last year will still remember the books the school owes us our books. Luckily for me, I bought my books under my brothers’ name. (He is still useful after all!) So yay for me! (Totally can see Daniel’s eyes rolling)

Thank God the Mockingjay does not Stephenie Meyer’s name printed in the front page. (Let’s not go there) After finishing Mockingjay, I’d find that the story does have a twist (Pn. Lim!) only it is in a form of deaths. Kind of funny though. It seems the best twist most of nowadays stories can have is death. With just a few lines, authors can kill off one of his or her characters in the book. (It does have the God-like feeling) But, this is good story. The ending is different. Not the fairytales happily ever after ending but happy enough.

Two books down, four more to go!

P/S: Unfortunately, books are the only entertainment allowed to me at the moment. No booze yet. (Sad)

PP/S: Guten Tag Mel, ich brauchen ihr helfen in Deutsch.

2011

2011-01-01T05:15:00.002-08:00

My New Year resolution is to complete my old resolutions. Happy New Year everyone!

Tigers of the Year of Tiger

2011-01-01T05:15:00.001-08:00

Everyone who watches TVs these days will know that our country’s Tiger team has finally won the AFF Cup after competing for it for 14 years. Their success is splash across every newspaper. The commercials are repetitively broadcasting the moment their scored the goals. Hurrah.*Sarcasm*

Seriously, I don’t know why they are making such a big thing out of it. It’s just a group of people who kicked the ball between two metal poles with a Keeper keeping the ball out. I know it is suppose to be sportsmanship, national pride and everything. But come on, it has been almost a week since that happened. Let it rest will you?!

Of course, being the true Malaysian, people went buying the jerseys with the names of the guys who scored. Seriously, what are trying to achieve by doing that?

Ok, ok, I know it’s just me who live in a room full of books in my own fantasy land, not understanding ‘true’ sportsmanship. However, undeniably, the aftermath of the winning is just too much.

23/12

2010-12-23T04:37:00.000-08:00

OK, I busted today’s outing due to financial crisis. Anyway, I went to Leisure Mall instead of Mid Valley. As if I can help it. Kind of hard to survive at Mid Valley when you only have RM20.00. Long story about the shortage of cash.

So, yeah, I went to LM, watched Tron. I can totally imagine Ed’s face turning maroon at the moment. Totally agree to what The Star said. It’s a movie design for 3D. The graphics will be way better. The sound track sounds nice though. Love the Zuse character but he is kind of dumb. Almost all the characters are dumb anyway. The story line is quite boring, same old same old. A bit like Clash of the Titans.

I also heard from TV that Malaysia produced her first GAY movie! I know! Weird~ considering this is a being-gay-is-breaking-the-law country. Anyway, the movie is given the title ‘Dalam Botol’. In a bottle? What is that suppose to mean?

So, holidays seem to be endless. Don’t know what I am going to do in the future. In the mean time, just read, eat, sleep and live on.

Future?

2010-12-16T09:55:00.000-08:00

To everyone reading this:
- Be prepared for terrible grammar and vocabulary.
- Be prepared to laugh at my:
+ childishness
+ narrow-mindedness

WARNING: Not suitable for the people with first class mentality.
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Hey everyone, it’s been ages since I last post. Things come, things go. Well, everyone is MOST LIKELY doing their favourite things. Shopping, reading eating, sleeping, … blogging. Some already went for holidays. Bali, Thailand, Beijing, …… Others will be working or thinking about their future.

I don’t know about you guys (and girls), I am now having one of my worry-too-much-about-nonsense moments. Here’s the thing. BenJi is going to AUSMAT at MCKL, Vincent is going to local matriculation or STPM. Daniel… I don’t know about that fella. I WAS planning to join BenJi at AUSMAT as well but…… Of course, the greatest need in this materialistic world--- MONEY.

Most likely (99.9%) now, that I will not be going to AUSMAT but will be joining the FREE-GOVRMENT-FUNDED-1 ½ BLOODY YEARS of STPM. Of course, my parents are thrilled by the word FREE. Same result + no money needed, why bother to think about others, right?

Unfortunately, I DO NOT like the way of studying of STPM. Like what BenJi said, cow studying method. Swallow, Regurgitate, Repeat process. Lovely isn’t. Been going that for the last 11 years and not planning to do it again. So there’s only one option left-----WORK.

We always write in our BM karangan “dalam era globalisasi ini, …”. So what? We do live in the age of globalization BUT the pathway of a person is still the same after secondary/high school-----work or study.

Since I do not want to study with the given option, I might as well just work. In pet store, restraint, pirated DVD……I don’t know. I no longer need to care.

My whole life’s dream is to become a marine biologist, in Australia, on my own floating lab. Just me, the lab and a deep blue sea. Lovely isn’t it. Except now it’ll just remain as a dream.

Here’s my parents plan for me: (Not that they told me but I can read it clearly from their face)
- Go to work / get driving licenses
- Go for STPM
- Go for local university studying crap
- Get a job
- Fuck a woman
- Have kids
- Die as a miserable old man wondering if I had chosen differently.

Charming isn’t it. A life everyone wants.

Not that I do not want to further my study but the problem is time factor. Assuming I finish my university at 25 – 29 ++, I need to redo everything again. Starting from Degree. That’s also assuming the world is not going to end at 2012 and I do not die half way throughout my life. Unless my father is going to hit Jackpot or win TOTO tomorrow, I will be living the life written above.

Christians will say this is God’s test to you. No offence meant here. If it is a test, I think I just got myself an E. I don’t know what the Big Guy is planning for me up there but I’m not loving it.

Time comes, time goes. Who knows what’s going to happen tomorrow. Maybe the world is going to end at 2012; maybe I’m just going to sleep forever after this; maybe I’m just going to end up on the streets taking cracks. Till then, good morrow everyone.

Kathy Griffin rocks!

2010-09-16T20:42:00.000-07:00

Today will be the end of the holidays. By next Friday, it’ll be our trial SPM. Well, I won’t say whether I studied but I did found something interesting during the hols.

Ladies & gentlemen, meet Kathy Griffin. I just love her show. She’ll say ANYTHING on her show. Although she got a hell lot of trouble due to her ‘openness’ in her language, she is one hell of a women. I do suggest Nikki and anyone who is OK with the word ‘fu*k’, ‘sh*t’, etc., to watch it. 2 thumbs up people!

P/S: Her videos can be watched at youtube.

2010-09-04T22:55:00.000-07:00

Adam Lambert is coming to town during the 14th of October. Oh My God! Unfortunately, as much as I want to go and watch it, I can’t. It’s like few days before the ‘big thing’--- SPM. Can’t imagine any parents letting their children doing that either.

Talking about SPM, last Thursday, the school arranged a motivational talk for us. The purpose is to motivate us which turn out to be soppy sessions where the orator, makes us feel guilty because we haven’t ‘contribute’ to our family yet. So we have to do that by scoring good grades in our SPM. Hahaha…

Overall for me, I don’t feel motivated at all. The way to motivate me, promise me a guaranteed ‘ticket’ to study in Australia, then I feel motivated.Aussie! Seriously, the ‘guilt card’ might work for some people but not for me.

National Day

2010-09-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

Well, I don’t know how the others spend their national day holiday, but for me, I went to 2 movies. Grown-ups & Vampire Suck.

As predictable as he can be, Adam Sandler acted in another family-theme movie. Just like Click, Bed-Time Stories, etc. etc. Grown-Ups, for me, is just a mere pass. It isn’t bad but it isn’t the best movie yet. And please, stop doing the same theme over and over again!

Vampire Suck didn’t turn out as what I expect it to be. The director could have, I believe, done it better. Although I don’t mind Jacob White in Vampire Suck replace Jacob Black in the Twilight Saga. He has a more animated face comparing Mr. Black. The trailers have shown most of the juicy parts. So watching it feel kind of disappointed.

I do hope the scene movie; where one of them saying the ratings of Breaking Dawn is going to drop, DO come true. Of course I also got very pissed off by the Becca in the movie. If I saw another girl pull her hair behind the ears and bite her lower lips at the same time, I’m so going to kill her. The action if just SO irritating! Argh! Wish I could reach inside the screen and give her a slap.

I did go a bit exploring before going in the cinema. OMG! I saw the book I so want to buy but it has the wrong cover and damn expensive price! And yes, I’m picky with the book cover.

Coming up will be Johnny Depp in the movie Rango which I BELIEVE he’ll be voicing the chameleon.

An Old Movie

2010-08-29T06:08:00.000-07:00

Well, I haven’t been blogging for quite a while. Not because I don’t want to, it’s just there is nothing interesting happening.

Moving to another point, this month happens to have many kinda attracting looking movies. Grown-ups, Step-up, Expendables and, of course the one I’ve been waiting for, Vampire Sucks.

Too bad I don’t have the time, yet, and people who are willing to accompany me. Nikki and Iven are too busy. So most likely I’m going to watch by myself again. Been doing that quite a lot lately.

Well, I want back to my grandparent’s house during Friday. While going through the videos, I found one which I’ve been searching for a long time, My Neighbor Totoro (1988).

A very cute show. I first watched it when I was very very young. I can’t remember when but the cartoon characters are just stuck inside my head. Anyway, I only watched it once, then the discs went ‘poof’. Vanished until I found it yesterday.

Heart-warming and just nice. Of course it seems to be very childish, as some of you might say, but it’s cute. It don’t have a very climatic plot, it concentrates more on the innocence and fairytale magic.

So, this old movie still have its magic.

Trials

2010-08-18T06:52:00.001-07:00

So the nightmare for the Form 3s starts today (the ones who are taking Chinese). So they trial is I don’t know for how long, ours (Form 5s) starts at 22nd of September. Hmm…… Not much to say except good luck for the F3s and Work smart for the F5s.

Before, After, Future?

2010-08-16T06:49:00.000-07:00

Well, today’s the ‘coronation’ of the new Head Boy, Bryan. Like duh~ Since they’re Prefects, they make a big deal out of it. The video, light effects, blah, blah, blah. And now Ed is OFFICAILLY out of the ‘working force’. Most of it just a hell lot of bullshit as usual, favorite part will still be the Credit of their indescribable bad vid.

Of course the 5S1 are the usual hooligans. Childish more likely Creating sound pollution.

In the other hand, James is kind of tense lately. I don’t know about him just work and work and work. Is he turning into a workaholic? I don’t remember Jeremy being like that. Ah, well. Each with their own personality.

Bryan the new Head Boy will of course is heading a lot of problems. Problems not troubles. In another way of speaking, ‘challenges’. Just to make it sound nicer.

Wonder Bryan, Gabriel and James will ever be the same again……

So new blood, new dawn.

P/S: There’s nothing wrong in Gabriel. I THINK. Just put it there as the 3 Drama Prefects.
PP/S: Something cacat with my house Internet. So my last post in Segi College will be postponed. But if you’re using the Google Reader then it means you read it already.

waiting, watching and laughing

2010-08-13T20:16:00.000-07:00

NEWS FLASH
14/8 - Yesterday, another number of students fall victim our school’s Sweeney Todd (John a.k.a. MJ by Prefects). He and his razor are taking over the school by starting a new regiment of military hair style----- very short hair. They/He wanted to start a new ‘custom’ of same hair-style tradition in the school. The new Head Boy candidates are the first to join the ‘regiment’ as a sign of support and exemplary. The ‘campaign’ (spot-check) has started yesterday and will continue for another 2 days.

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Thank Heaven’s I’m F5 this year. School is as Hell as ever *eyes rolling*. Now the teachers are giving out our Testimonial marks, more reason for the ‘pet dogs/shoe-shiner’ to be a goody-goody.

Did I mention that the class next door 5S2-1 has gone racist issue with their class teacher during carnival day? Therefore their testimonial marks… Hehehe…

Moving with MY blog, due to tests, ‘magic’ modem and boring school, I haven’t been blogging. Of course, my ‘lame + imbecile + idiotic + bitch fucking + whose-brain-is-not-any-smarter-than-the-least-evolved-creature twin’ has been ‘kindly’ taking my job in Cbox.

So everyone can either pay no attention to him/her/it or just play around with to him/her/it if you guys like.

Anyway, I can’t wait to finish my SPM now. The torturous waiting is killing me slowly.

It all started with an idea

2010-07-25T06:10:00.000-07:00

Finished watching Inception today and IT ROCKS! A serious mind boggling movie. A dream within a dream within another dream. Seriously, the person who thought of this must been not human. So complex but interesting. You have to watch it to know it.

Pushing aside the good movie, sometimes the people who went and watch it do puzzle me. Would you bring your under-12-years-old child to a movie like this? No wonder they are losing their imaginations. Or bring a girlfriend to a movie which has not much of a romantic scene? Another relationship had just ended. Weird….

On the brightside, although there’s no dark, thank God the kid is quiet the whole time and the couples are keeping to themselves, without noise. Another word, a good movie with a nice atmosphere --- prefect.

“It all start with an idea…the seed of idea will grow and thrive in the mind… stronger than any virus or bacteria…” Leonardo DiCaprio.

P/S: Inception means beginning

That’s a Wrap

2010-07-24T05:56:00.000-07:00

Ok… it has been quite some time since I blogged, time to wrap it all up. So, previously the F5 is so worried about the NS names and everything, tell me about it, and I didn’t get chosen. Yay for me! Not that good for Ed and Wayne, Selvina and Xiwen, and countless others who turned ‘hysterical’ due to the ‘joy’ of it. I wonder are they Massachusetts. They are 'happy' they got chosen and are doing some of the most unnatural things. of course now they have subside.

Of course of so many things, there’s always the Twilight saga, as stupid as ever. There’s still the ‘Jacob clan’ and the ‘Edward clan’. Not mentioning the ‘Anti-Twilight-Stop –Soppy-Vampire clan’. Such a horror, seriously. The boredom, the cliché-ness, the love in the air, ……………………………………………………………………………………
Sorry for passing out, need to go to toilet. Felt my yesterday’s dinner.

Moving on, before I puke again, Drama. Drama has loss its previous charm and attraction. Its soul and essence have flown to a distant land. The Art is not properly passed down. Now it falls into a deep slumber till from the ashes a fire shall spring, and the broken will again be king.

More of the Carnival updates, the Prefects are learning how to accept rejection today at the market. Don’t know which one though, missed the chance to laugh at them. Not mentioning the pathetic-ness of the KP, and the teacher in charged, had once again, shown to the world. So funny, they just never learn. Come to think of it, how can they learn if they at constant self-denial. Pity.

That’s about all if I’m not wrong…….

Oh, before i forget, today I’ve cooked dry spaghetti. Dry as in once lifted out from their Jacuzzi, placed in a plate and everything, it turned dry. lol. On a happy side, there’s ‘potato jacket’ without the potato skin. XD. Tasted ALMOST as good as Iven’s last year.

Now that’s a wrap.

Oxy-morons

2010-07-11T06:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, our dear Prime Minister announced that every student who got 9A+ or above will receive the scholarship (Joy~). On the CONDITION, after finishing their studies, applicants have to come back to serve the country (Kill Joy~).

Seriously, what is the point of coming back to serve the country when the overseas government are paying better. What is the point to get a scholarship to go overseas at the first place if you need to come back to get a lower payment. Sheesh.

In another word, if you have money, go overseas and who cares how you spend it. In contradiction, if you are poor, get scholarship, go overseas and work for the Gov when you come back. Not mentioning you still have to deal with the taxes. In the end, you’ll just have enough money to eat. (For what?)

Lesson learnt: Get an oversea scholarship (if possible) or a private company scholarship (if possible again) so you don’t have to work like shit when you have oversea degree while the payment is the same as no degree.

Animal talk

2010-07-11T06:54:00.000-07:00

After the movie Free Will, there are not many sea creatures that can compete with Willy the Orca. Of course, it now has a rival. In Germany, Oracle is coming in the form of octopus. That’s right. Our friendly eight-legged, invertebrate sea creature is now the new appointed messenger of Apollo.

Paul the Oracle Octopus had predicted the loss of Germany against Spain not mentioning their previous feat in the World Cup. Due to their completely ignorance (no offence here Mel) that Paul don’t know where he (assuming it’s a male) is living, the fanatical fans sent recipes to cook Paul. (Seriously… *eyes rolling*)

Yesterday is already the final match for Germany in the World Cup (don’t know what’s the result…too busy), I wonder what will happen to Paul. End up in someone’s stomach or get back its old life in the aquarium? Frankly, I won’t be surprise if the newspaper said that Paul got poison while it’s sleeping in its aquarium by lunatic fans. Germany or no Germany supporters.

Other than Paul, they claim a bird in Singapore also knows how to predict the results of the World Cup competition. Apollo must be really short of hands that he requires eight of them and a pair of wings to help him in his work.

Lesson learnt: Never tell the whole world you can predict football matches.

CURSE YOU ALL!

2010-07-01T05:01:00.000-07:00

And I thought you will be happy for me. Instead she when all over “I’m not killing your dreams but…” how thick can you get? I just ask you to go and see. But what she says, “No~ it’s time wasting because even though we go, it’s not going solve the cash problem."

Fine! Fine! I was so motivated to study hard and what happened, I get this kind respond. It’s like getting hit by the truck. I want to fly. If you dare to restrain me, I don’t think the blood will stop from cutting off contact with you people.

Overseas study is dumping the money into the sea~ study here same like studying overseas~ Fine than. Since you don’t want me to study AT ALL, I’ll just find a way to do it. By hook or by crook. And I mean it.

Blood is thicker than water…. BULLSHIT I SAY! I don’t see them supporting me. What they do? They just go all You can’t do it~ You can not find a good job~ you will not be able to do it~

I’m totally tired of putting my foot into YOUR shoe. Try putting your foot into mine? oh wait, you can’t! why? Because you of all people just do not want me to think! We should be all family first no matter you GET A JOB OR NOT!

For heaven’s sake! Will you feed me for the rest of my life because I value the idiom family first?! Sheesh!

I’ve been searching and waiting for something like this for few a YEARS! YEARS MY DEAR! YEARS! If it comes to it, I will not hesitate to make my own decision. Even if it involves unlocking the doors in the middle of the night and cut off from all contact.

Disown me if you want to, I no longer care. Refusing to listen AT ALL ends everything. I MEAN IT.

Just a Past

2010-06-30T07:30:00.000-07:00

Today (again) I went into hall to put bag on the stage for my curriculum activity. Kind of weird to see only my bag is on the stage. Yes, I still miss them. Usually the stage will have the Drama team’s bag lined at the front. Now, it’ll be another memory which soon will be forgotten in the midst of time.

I can still see them sometimes during weekends. Never it will never be the same. To walk together, meet up everyday and all the other things I wish we can still do again.

I live in the past sometimes. Not always. Just sometimes, I ‘saw’ them again.

A __________ talk (Fill in the blanks with any word you think is suitable)

2010-06-30T07:27:00.000-07:00

Today, our dear-old-don’t-know-when’s-gonna-die Headmistress gave all the Form 5 Science classes a ‘motivational’ talk (spent 30+minutes listening to crap except for the last part that is done by Pn.Lim…XP).

Anyway, she’s giving us the let’s-see-how-shitty-you-are-comparing-to-the-last-year-people treatment (Zzzz…). I’ll cut the crap and go to the main point. She wants to see the students whose CPGA is higher than 4 (it’s almost like everyone) in her office starting next week (skip class along the way).

Tomorrow will be the Edu. Fair though, can’t wait for it. Friday will be the Uni / college’s talk (bragging) about why should their place be chosen for further education

A stroll down the park.

2010-06-30T07:22:00.000-07:00

Last week, the school had the same old same old Jog-athon (totally time wasting in my opinion). My mother (unfortunately for me) forced me to go to school (while I could have stayed at home to Zzzz). Forced as in saying this is my last year and all that shit.

Anyway, as usual, I, Ed and Ben took a stroll down the ‘park’ (longer distance this time). Only difference is that we’re being ‘chased’ by an idiot, who does not understand we don’t want him around (don’t know what goes through that thick head of his).

Blah, blah, blah, nobody got trampled, died or suffered a brain damage (too bad). In the end, some jocks got the price (Hurrah…= =). Nicole’s ‘famous’ brother got another price (champion or something). Now he has bigger head (Hurrah to that too….).

Most of time, I just ‘sleepwalked’ through the whole journey, including when I’m inside the hall (don’t even know what’s happening).

Thank God this is my final year. No more funding the school by making myself smells bad .

Hols.

2010-06-19T00:23:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be another boring semester of school. Counting down XXX days till the Big Exam. Blah, Blah, Blah.

Went to Penang and Cameron during the hols. Great~

Penang

My experience at Penang is very easy to remember…

1. Eat
2. Eat
3. Eat again

Yep, I’ve tasted many delicious foods this time. Not forgetting shitty food as well. Not much of sight seeing since I’ve been there a lot of times.

Bonus: A food directory to the yummy foods at Penang.

Cameron

My experience at Cameron is equally easy to remember…

1. Sleep
2. TV
3. Plants

Plants as in edible and non-edible plants. Bought a few, non-edible ones, miniature cactuses, orchids and a plant whose name I do not know. Edibles ones mostly got eaten already.

Bonus: Two cute little cactuses which one of them already bloomed!

I’m putting some random pics as well. One of them is kinda funny.

I can almost touch the clouds. Eventually, the car went in one.

Best of the Meddle East? Where's that?

Cutey~

That yellow thingy is a lemon. A LEMON for heaven's sake!

Tats…

2010-06-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

Iven and Nicole got tattoos now… ARRRGGGHHH!!! Jealous~ (= 3 =)

Met them during Sunday (a long long time ago Sunday). They asked me to join them for the Youth thingy. I know is a long time a story but I've just got the time, OK. Anyway, I haven’t got the time, so I asked them to join me at Leisure Mall. Blah, Blah, Blah, they showed their tats, which they got it at the convention.

Tiny as it is from my phone’s image, it’s still nice. Iven’s tats IS seriously small. No offence. Nic’s still OK, OK. Wonder how her mother is going to react when she found out.

Darn I want one. Naturally, my parents will be as paranoid as Nicole’s mother IF they found out. Not that I got one already. I’ve been dying to get one since I watched a show. Long story. I even thought out the design I want, where I want it and everything.

Since they got it, I’ve a place I have to go after my SPM, the tattoo shops at Sg. Wang. Hehehe… Don’t know what’s the price YET.

Roses are Red, Prefects are Blue, You aren’t Sweet and We loath you.

2010-05-29T09:42:00.000-07:00

“Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it”
- The Life of Reason, Volume 1:1905, George Santayana-

Loath. Yes the word is L-O-A-T-H. Not hate but loath of your very existence. Hypocrites, Foxes and honest politicians. I am not surprised you are now polluting and corrupting the new minds to continue the legacy of aristocracy.

Unfortunately for Them, I have unnatural Fate to be with Prefects. Since Form 1, I’ve befriended Prefects more than I can count. Including at tuition centers as well.

An ache They cannot get rid off. In another word, a pain in Their ass. Now with only 2 months left, the name of their successors will be announce next Monday.

After the school’s election, they’ll be OFFICIALLY off duty. I said officially, not whole heartedly. They’ll make excuses to not mind it. But hey, I tasted Power before. The intoxication; The ecstasy; The fame; The pride is just too tasty is let go.

It’ll go. Of course go, but it’ll take time. Especially when the new Head MIGHT refer to the Seniors from time to time for their insufferably pitiful ‘wisdom’, which will give Them a sense of usefulness.

Let’s not talk about the going-to-rot-ones. Let’s see about the POSSIBLITIES of Mr. B being elected and the problems he MIGHT face.

POSSIBILITIES:
Around 250%, according to the Drama Scale (1-300%)

PROBLEMS:
Not controlling the students. Not cooperation within the Board as well. It’s popularity. He’s too popular for his own good. Good looking as well.

The teachers will want him as their helper in their own clubs or organizations. The students will be, most likely, vote him as the leader in everything. The girls will be chasing after him as well, wanting his love and their desire to bask in his fame.

Busy boy eh?

He can reject. Of course he can. For the teacher’s and students who understand, he’ll be fine. For the ones who do not, he’ll be in trouble.

Proud of one’s self? I BELIEVE he can resist that one quite well. But I can be wrong.

So give a loud applause for him, it’s a sign of his uprising and downfall IF he ever get elected as the new Head Boy.

Talent Time Had Changed the Future Time of Certain.

2010-05-29T09:37:00.000-07:00

For those who remember, SMK Taman Connaught conducted the first ever English talent competition. I won’t elaborate what happen then. Old news. I would say the aftermath of it.

Let’s see, one of the people whose future is changed by it is no other than Jeremy Wong.

He WAS an athlete, a sprinter to be exact, who strikes people as a shy person. Not very popular comparing to Goh Quan Tzhoe or Boon Aik Hau, as far as I know.

He IS now the star of SMKTC a.k.a. ‘The Popper’ to some people. Not forgetting he is performing again for SMKTC’s Teacher’s Day (04/06/2010)

Another person will be Pn. Ursha.

Not that she turned nicer, I mean no disrespect, she turned nastier. For a few LAME reasons:

1. The Talent Time judges didn’t choose the 5S1’s obscene performance, which she is their teacher.
Thank God they didn’t. I ran out of the Hall when they’re doing it.

2. Ms. Lian keeps on borrowing Edbert out her class.
As if Ms. Lian intended to do so?! It’s just a coincident.

I actually understand her feelings but I actually expect her to be more…… ‘classy’. I don’t know the suitable word. Yet, I do not blame her and now just avoiding her whenever I can.

Yipee me.

Although I said it’s a long story, I summarized it. Ask me in a form of comment if you wish to know more. Cbox comment will be ignored.

Big L classes rocks!

2010-05-29T09:34:00.000-07:00

Hell yea! Not rock as in we are shaking our heads and everything. We are doing as Cassius says ‘speaking of high things’. Every week, Tuesday and, sometimes, Thursday, 8.00 p.m. – 9.00 p.m.

We talk, chat, discuss and share our thoughts. Which curiously are from the same world. I would say very Drama team like. Too bad the girl is from SBU, or is it SBS, or she’ll be very easy converted into our gang.

Pn. Lim says three of us are very different from who she usually teach. No offence there. She says we shall meet again in 10 or 20 years time and sit around the table again and see whether we remembered what we promised her.

I don’t know about the other two but seriously, I don’t think I going to change anymore. Unless you want me to be worse than I am now. Better? Not really possible. Not that I didn’t try but because I tried and I turned out to be very terrible indeed.

We’ll see…

P/S: Anyone interested call up Pn. Lim. =P and anyone who wants to do so, heard it from a little birdie. Not me.

William Shakespeare will do a flip in his coffin.

2010-05-29T09:28:00.000-07:00

How can they?! They just either finish spending it or don’t give a damn about it. If you know you will be conducting the same event for the coming year, surely you would have prepared the cash! The fund! The S Eleven, right? But no~ they just have to ‘forget’ to prepare it. Now thanks to them, I have spent my last year in school without Drama! @#$%^&……

Thank god, Pn. Lim still has some tricks up her sleeves. Actually I’m not even sure how many ‘things’ she standby. Updates about the Drama will come sooner…… or later.

The Smell is Killing Me!

2010-05-29T09:21:00.000-07:00

You totally won’t believe it. The English Language Society is more like The Society of Weirdoes, nowadays. Take no offence, most of them are except for a few who are sane and it has TOTALLY NOTHING to do with me.

God you wont’ believe it. We have:

- A group of lower forms who can’t even UNDERSTAND English.

I don’t understand these people. What for you join a society which you can’t even communicate with each other? What do expect us to do? Teach you English and Grammar? Or you want us to teach you how to pronounce an English word? Jeez, these people.

- A teacher’s son, whose name I shall not mention because I don’t know it myself, who speaks like a cartoon character whom I can not remember.

If it’s like SpongeBob, I MIGHT be able to accept it; But No~, it has to be voice which is totally annoying + irritating. I do not have the most melodious voice in the world but that sound just stuck in your head for 3 or 4 hours once you heard it. Nightmare.

Not only the voice, he is making jokes which no one is laughing except for himself. *speechless*

- To make things worse, a F5 student who is 10 times worse than the person in just mentioned. Not forgetting, he is sensitive, aggressive and, possibly, mentally ill. Sheesh. Talking to him is like talking to a bottomless pit + tape recorder---no response + repeated complaints.

Not a proper response that is. I once took pity in him but he chooses self-destruction. Well, what can I do right?

He’s going to say complain the same things over and over and over again.
e.g. “I’m just pretending to be happy.”
“I was never happy for my 5 years in school.”

God! Shut up will you!

To make things clear, crystal clear, honestly, genuinely, literally clear before all of you are getting ideas. IT IS NOT MY DAMN FAULT! I didn’t even know these people are coming. When I first met them, I was totally stupefied by it.

Dark days for me.

2010-05-29T09:03:00.000-07:00

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost,
From the ashes a fire shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that is broken,
The crownless again shall be king.
-The Lord of the Rings, J.R.R. TOLKIEN-

The fire that is long extinguished from the blog has, once again, rekindled. Of course, post might not be as interesting as the old times, but it’s better than wasting the space right? Let’s get back to the game…

Lot’s of things had happened, mostly I can’t remember. What I do remember:

1. ELS stink.
The smell of the ‘excitement’ of the members is ‘choking’ me each session. X (

2. Drama competition was and still is cancelled.
( - - )….. *speechless*

3. Big L classes are turning into confession and understanding-each-other-classes.
Me, Edbert, Tabitha (she’s an interesting Indian who has thinking like the old Drama team) and Pn Lim at her place every Tuesday night. We are the Tuesday people! XD

4. My writing mind had and still is taking a vacation.
Arrrgh! I can’t write an interesting story now! My brain is like soggy when I looked at the titles! That doesn’t happen to me for a hell of a long time!
O Inspiration, whither dost thou fly? – 3 -

5. Talent Time has produce and effect more than it intends to.
Looong story. = =

6. The election of the blue shirts is, once again, approaching.
I believe Bry_ _ _ is one the person who has a high risk of being a Head Prefect. I’ll elaborate about the case later.

7. Lee DeWyze won the title American Idol
I like the guy except he is still a bit shy. Crystal Bowersox rocks to. Sadly, Simon Cowell, who is like everything American Idol is worth watching, is leaving. I love that guy. = (

8. Totally, genuinely, literally, losing my mind due to the absence of the ‘oldies’.
While Simon is describing one of the singing as ‘cats jumping off the Empire State Building just before the hit the ground’, I’m one the cats who is willing to jump off that place to keep myself together. Don’t go “Huh?” because I can’t understand my own sentence as well-----totally losing my mind…

Parting of ways...

2009-12-19T04:31:00.000-08:00

The last outing with Melissa took place in Leisure Mall yesterday. Talking and remembering what we’ve done this year. No other activities. No tears. No crappy nor sick jokes. OK la, maybe got a few. Just simple talking and a clumsy hug. Then she's gone.

The last outing with Melissa had only one person.

I was the person.

2009-12-16T22:04:00.000-08:00

In order to create, one must destroy...

2009-12-16T22:03:00.000-08:00

To obtain a precious is hard; To let go a precious is harder...

2009-12-16T22:02:00.000-08:00

You want to live a life or you want to live your life?

Bored........

2009-12-16T21:45:00.000-08:00

Haiz... So long no blogging olady.... Not don't want to blog, but tehre's nothing to write!

Wan 2 talk about my hols.
As exciting as the house's front porch.

Wan 2 talk about next year.
Easy, 1 phrase. Not prepared yet

Wan 2 talk about the crazy Sg. Wang adventure. I called it an adventure la.
Too long.

Wan 2 talk about Mel's departure.
Nothing to say except Fare thee well & Blessed Be.

Boring days, boring hours, boring minutes, boring seconds......

Can't wait for the school to reopen. Can't believe I'm saying this. At least got something to do mah....

Do 12 sound better than 10?

2009-12-05T22:18:00.000-08:00

The government, ‘who cared for the Chinese and Indian community and do not want to lose the communities native tongues’, had finally decide that next year SPM students are allowed to take 12 maximum subjects. Which the results would only based on 10 subjects.

To me, there’s no big difference, only I now get the chance to take back Chinese, why!? and English Literature, would Pn. Lim allow me to do that?

OF course, this means that we will have to reregister ourselves next year, I THINK. Hmmm… I wonder how things go for the people who wish to take Accounts or Economics or both but have to drop it when the government set the SPM subjects taken is 10. I mean, according to the school authorities, if one does not take account classes during F4, one can not apply for Account exam during SPM.

Let’s see how things play out by themselves, should we?

The Fates are Cruel

2009-12-01T04:15:00.000-08:00

Crows perched on my house this morning, trying to warn us the Coming.
The sky shed the tears of sadness on my behalf.

The Fates are pitiless. They cut the line of Life of the people who time has come to an end. Fortunately for my grandfather, They are merciful to him. They waited until the sons and daughters, grandchildren of my grandfather to pay their last visit before They take him away.

Yet, The Fates are cunning. For my grandfather’s last wish can not be fulfill. He can’t go back to the place where my family’s linage begins. He can not go back to place where the house is built with his own sweat and blood. He cannot go back to the place where he set his first step into Malaysia with his wife, my late grandmother. He can not go back to the place where he started the family. He can not go back……

The Fates are pitiless...

2009-11-30T21:56:00.000-08:00

Just a few moment ago i received news that my grandfather had just passed away. In a few hours time I'll be back to Malacca. I'm afraid I can't joined you guys (Mel,Iven,Nicole) when you finished your SPM...

I see ‘seafood’ everywhere.

2009-11-29T21:59:00.000-08:00

Talking about Plaza Low Yat, BEFORE I entered the building, my God, the people on the street are the type of, what me, Mel and Iven will say as, ‘seafood’ people. In another word, lala.

Ok, maybe not that much, because I can see some other styles which still screams ‘weird’ in my face. Not just that, the whole Plaza is ‘crawling’ with this kind of ‘stylish’ promoters and shoppers.

Unfortunately for me, I referred it as an unfortunate, my 4th uncle’s sons, my cousins, also followed this fashion that, I don’t know how or why, ‘ruled’ the minds of most teens. I mean, they wear nothing more than flip-flops and, if I’m not wrong, sandals, which is combined by clothing that require PROPER SHOES.

I don’t know about you guys, but to me,

stripped long sleeves + jeans + flip-flops = DISGUSTING!

I don’t what’s happening to the world of fashions these days, I don’t to care and I do pray to the Gods above that none of my brothers are going down this path and so am I…

PS: Not that I hate the people who wore them, it’s just that I don’t like the way they dresses themselves.

A day in the Plaza

2009-11-29T21:58:00.000-08:00

At last, I’ve finally know what Plaza Low Yat looks like. I’ve heard of this Plaza’s name for numerous times in the mouth of the people who do computers. Whenever they mentioned the name, I was like What? Where’s that?

Although I went to the place, I can’t say I enjoyed it. Crowded place, many people, mountain people mountain sea, one phrase that describe all, NOT my place.

Well, you must be wondering, why did this guy went there, if he doesn’t like the place? Well the answer to the question is, my brother, Standard 6, needed a new phone. So my father brought him there to choose one. I, tagged along to see what kind of place is that and to ask for the prices of some phone accessories I wanted.

Gone there, seen there, hate there.

Phone accessories, my father say the price is to expensive. So, you know la…

The word of the day...

2009-11-25T06:59:00.000-08:00

The word of the day, more likely the holidays, is sienz.

Sienz: Fattening oneself, staring at the wall or ceiling, gibberish and growth of plantation on body parts.

And yep that's all for me during the holidays. At least until the Form 5's finish their SPM. Then it'll be 2 weeks of totally wild fun, i hope... Then it'll be all SPM pressure.

Haiz... Now is just rotting myself away in my house...

Gigugala

2009-11-23T04:51:00.000-08:00

Lol. I don’t even know why I name this post like that. Yea, maybe Iven is right. This holiday did make go loonier than ever. Nothing to do except attending tuition and fattening myself (eat + sleep). I won’t be surprise that I’ll turn into a beach ball when the others see me when they finished their SPM exam.

There’s no where to go during the hols… My father got transferred to BJ’s hometown, Kuala Kubu Baru a.k.a. KKB. Don’t even want to know where that place is, don’t want care. God, luckily my father didn’t decide to move the whole family there. Or else, I can’t imagine what’s going to happen to me. Bored to death I supposed and yes, I’ve visited the place. Last Saturday in fact. Call me a city boy if you want, but gosh, that place is as interesting as my home’s front porch.

Anyway, I’ve nothing to do this month until the beginning of December. After the starting the month of December, my timetable will be tighter than ever before.

Haiz… Sienz… Wish got something to do…

Bad dream or Clairvoyance

2009-11-18T20:12:00.000-08:00

Yester-night, I had a very horrible dream or ‘vision’ or… I don’t know! I saw that 1 of the Drama Members is dead. He died 3 times. Different ways of dying. It’s gruesome! Horrible! I love every Drama team members like a brother or sister… I do not know whether to tell him or not. He might think that I’m losing my losing marbles or something… What should I do?

Blogging rules?

2009-11-18T20:08:00.000-08:00

When you see the title, it doesn’t mean that blogging rocks and stuff. It’s about the rules and regulations of blogging. My guess of your first impressions is What the fuck is this? Since when blogging have rules? Well then, that was actually my first expression as well. After I kept on reading the ‘rules’, its more like a guide line than the school’s rules and regulations.

Rule No. 1: Keep it simple

Easy enough to be broken. As they said, rules are meant to be broken. If there is any Blogging Police Force, I’ve already spending my life in jail because I love writing long and complicated sentences.

R2: Always have an angle.

Basically, almost all my posts are from my point of view a.k.a. first point-of-view. Or is it the third? Anyway, it’s quite hard to type a post from another person’s point of view, unless you understand the person very much.

R3: Be neutral/objective.

I find that quite hard to be done. Just take a look in my few previous posts. Ok, the most obvious ones, the Julius Caesar ‘series’. Very non-neutral right?

R4: Do not put yourself in the story.

What! Not to put myself in the story? This is quite impossible. Even by typing this post, I’m already breaking Rule #4.

R5. Use relevant pictures, with proper captions.

I think so. I mean, The Fates are also related to the waxing, waning and the full moon. Proper captions? I don’t think so. I don’t even know what proper captions mean. Maybe I’ll check the dictionary later.

R6: Check, double-check and triple-check your facts.

Well, I did. OK, OK, I don’t deny that sometimes I do get my facts wrong. Yet, when I get my facts right, people still believe that I’m just do rubbish talking. Maybe I am, maybe I’m not. I didn’t take a gun and point at your head and say, ‘if you don’t believe me, I’ll shoot you’, right?

R7: Check, double-check and triple-check your spelling.

Lol. I allways do tat. I cheque and 2X cheque and 3X cheque me spelling. Butt they didn say any ting abt grammar, rite?

R8: End with a solid kicker.

‘Kickers’ are the last couple paragraphs in an article. So end it with this:
Have a nice hols!

Note:
You can read this article from the Star Two section of yesterday’s (18/11/09) The Star.

When The Fates lead me on...

2009-11-18T20:04:00.000-08:00

Have you ever felt that everything happened for a reason? Everything was fated? Written across the stars, only to be known by the people who understand their language. That was my day yesterday.

Yesterday I went to watch the movie 2012.

‘…disaster flick 2012 beat Disney’s A Christmas Carol to top box office…”
- The Star -

Don’t feel bad Mel but Jim Carrey can’t beat the forces of nature. My original plan was to go to JJ and then to LM. Well, I heard they are having sale at JJ. Anyway, Fate had assigned me another course. To LM back to Home and to LM again and back to Home again.

Weird? Confused? Here’s the whole story…

So I went to LM by public bus. The moment I stepped down from Rapid, the rain just came out of nowhere. It’s raining so heavily, it’s like the gods forgot to turn off their water tap!

At that moment I thought, maybe the Fates want me to finish my movie before I went to JJ. So after the movie blah, blah, blah, I went out from the Mall. Oh, I forgot something. When I’m killing time in LM waiting for the movie seating, Fates keep on ‘pulling’ my eyes on to an interesting item. For the records, I went into the shop for three times! The workers inside was staring at me. I bet they are wondering whether I’m there to nick their stuff. That particular item is a perfect Christmas gift for one of my special friends.

Now, back to the story. I went out from the Mall and waited at the bus stop. I said to myself. If The Fates assigned me to go to JJ, bus 65 or U411 will come; If The Fates hope that I go home, bus 62 or U46 will come.

After a while, it seems to me that The Fates wishes me to go home. Unfortunately, my guessing is wrong. Of all the time I took the bus, this time the bus didn’t turn into the housing area where I stay. Instead it went on and on until it’s time for the ‘bus exchange’. Well lucky me. I thought. It seems that I’m very lucky all right. When I’m walking back to my house, which is situated on a hill, in another housing area from the housing area the bus stops, the SAME bus that drop me, pick me up again. Well then, I thought, it seems to me, I’m fated to buy that item for that special friend of mine.

You might think this is far-fetch, but after I bought the item, the bus that took me home, another bus company, turns out to be the bus that turned into the housing area where I’m staying.

Creepy? Coincidence? Far-fetch? Bullshit? Or it’s really The Fates? You decide…

Note

2009-11-16T05:41:00.001-08:00

Anyway I keep a countdown timer on when Mel's flying back to Germany. You can find it at the bottom of the page.

Missing Them

2009-11-16T05:20:00.000-08:00

Today the sky shed tears for my behalf. In less than two months, I’ll have to forget the exciting the journey I have with the Form 5’s this year. This year, ever since I joined the Drama Team, I’ve met a lot of lovely and interesting people. First time in my school life, I felt sad for the departure of my friends. I’m sure I’ll go EMO for some time next year…

Sitting in the hall alone...
Going down to recess alone…
No one to go out with after school…
No one to go crazy around with…
No one to share my new found ‘retard-ness’…

I realize today that even the days after their SPM are numbered. Too little. Not enough.

I have not learnt enough from them yet. Never enough…

They’ve taught me a lot... More than me or they ever realize, about friends, life in secondary school, having fun, teachers, people, and themselves.

Melissa

When I first saw you, I knew there’s something different fro the other girls I ever saw in school. You are somehow more special, unique than any of them. You are a hidden star among the others. A star, which I’m sure, will shine more brightly than any other star that glitters across the heavens. Hope that you will remember me. A retarded guy who has the weirdest mind you ever met. Yes, I cannot deny it, I can’t help to like you a tiny little bit. Just a normal friends liking, ok, nothing serious. Don’t worry BJ; I will not take away you Beloved.

Iven

With the same opening. When I first saw you in the canteen, when BJ still have a crush on you, my mind WAS set to beware your ‘kind’ of people. I HAD always thought that you are the type person who cares about nothing and love will feed your stomach. Luckily the Drama Team proves me wrong or else I’ll missed meeting with a very charming fellow. You have showed me how far a person would go for love, friend and relationships. You have showed me to never to express one’s feelings. You have showed me the deepest love for a friend a person can give. I think I also have a slight affection towards you. XP. Yet, luckily, now it’s just a pure love for a friend. The deepest I can ever give.

Nicole

Hmmm… I haven’t realize your ‘presence’ around the others (Melissa and Iven) until I first went out with you ‘guys’. Now, I’ll surely miss your bitchy-ness. It’s a compliment. XP. Actually I don’t a lot to write about you since you share bits of the Others. The carefree-ness, humours are the very few things I found on you and the Others. Naturally, like the others, I also have a love in the friendship we have. A very interesting one indeed.

The three of you are, of course, not the only one that changed my secondary school life this year.

Ace- Your weird sense of humour and taste. This is a good thing.

Adam- My ‘gay’ partner which I’ll miss

Catherine- Your latest ‘plush’, your interesting thinking and *ahem* with *ahem*.

Eric- You is one of the people who taught me something indirectly.

Kaichou- I don’t know your real name but the quarrels we had the best I had. XD

James- Who I call Gabriel’s ‘mentor’. Only more cracking jokes.

Jeremy- Your ‘mature’ and tricky mind with of course your ‘forbidden love’.

Xan- You has also a very charming person to be with.

Any other which I left out, don’t feel offense. I can’t seriously write every single one of you because it’ll take me forever.

One thing for sure is, once all of you had gone your separate ways, the beautiful things that I ever see will also depart…

Note:
You’ll find my post hard to understand because I did not know how to express it properly. The main thing is, I’ll miss all of you.

Julius Caesar Ep.7

2009-11-10T05:44:00.000-08:00

Although it’s titled as Julius Caesar, but it’s consisting about everything they’ve done.

God, don’t start screaming and everything. Although I typed ‘everything they’ve done’, I don’t mean they’ve done a lot in these past few months. It’s just about, ermmm… how should I say this… maybe it can called as the nature of the actions? Never mind, you’ll get what I mean in the end. I hope. Lol.

Ok, ok, ok, actually there isn’t a lot, as far as I know, lol, but a few things which really interest me. =]

One of them is ‘civil war’! WAR! Hooray! Damn, I’m going crazy! Ok, you must be wondering what I mean by ‘civil war’ right? One for sure is, this is SOOO going to bored you out. Well I’ve been keeping a close eye on everything happening since the unexpected happened, BJ becoming the Head Prefect.

Well, one thing obvious, for me, is They are not happy! Lol. Why am I even so happy?! Well, the They I mean here is the students and his fellow colleagues. Ever since his ‘crowning’, most of the students quite agree that his Deputy, Fan of Manchester United, seem to be much more of a HP comparing to him. It’s because, I know it’s quite lame, BJ seem to be much more invisible comparing to the others. No offence here BJ! He seem become an ‘extinct animal’ for he doesn’t appear often in the hall during the, what I called, ‘mini assembly’.

His Deputy SEEMS to be doing all the jobs. But what’s the truth, who knows? BJ MIGHT be doing more than we see or vice versa.

His fellow colleagues have been the most ‘supporting and inspiring’ people I ever SEE. This is what I see, ok. God, their ‘row-call’, damn ‘motivational’. The best I’ve ever heard. Sarcastically. Their team work is SOOO ‘obvious’. Lol. Some try to make a ‘change’ while some try not getting themselves into the deepest shit. Nice. I now learn from them that you can actually have a meeting with just three members! Lol.

Maybe it’s not obvious or my to-far-thinking-misinterpretation, they are fighting among themselves. Well, it’s not like words with words or hands and legs, it’s much more of an influential war. Who has the most influence, wins. Who’s the person, in my opinion, no one more than No. 5 himself.

The next one will be their newly introduced ‘apprenticeship system’. Wow, they are going medieval!

If I’m not wrong, each Head of Group will choose a junior to be the Apprentice. The apprentice will directly learning from the Head themselves. Is it launched yet, alas, my knowledge fails me.

One thing for sure is, it MIGHT raise the feeling of prejudice. Yes, yes, the much more opened-minded juniors will congratulate the one got chosen while SOME will just say the Head will choose their favorite juniors OR the ones with a sweet tongue. Yippee, imagine that. The brilliant person who come up, the one and only---------- Julius Caesar! Applause

Hmmm… any other stuffs they ‘done’, which I did not mention, most probably I forgot about them. Yippee, them. Just one fair warning for any of Them who is reading this, I ALWAYS like to keep an eye on you guys. You guys have the most exciting Drama I ever watched. Maybe that’s why I like to talk, think and look at you people. Damn! I sound so like a stalker…

Turning points

2009-11-09T06:31:00.000-08:00

It has been quite a while I type my blog. Lol. Hmmm… most probably that my results sucks so much that I don’t have a heart to type any post. Anyway, the most important thing is I’m back now.

Hmmm… what should I discuss today? Ah, I know! Let’s talk about the turning point of our lives! In this post is likely to be my life. Lol

Do any of you have met something, someone or an incident which changed your life completely? As far as I remember, I’ve met 2 in fact. Both of them are people instead of an incident.

Let’s see the 1st person, Mr. Siew Hao Yang a.k.a. Mr. Santa Siew

1 foot note, as far as I concerned, I consider him as dead and for a good riddance. >] No, no, no, stories aren’t supposed to start from the middle. Let’s go back to the very beginning.

Once upon a time …

Even worse, wrong opening…

Let’s see I know him since Standard 4 and blah, blah, blah. I’ll just cut short the story. He thought me what is a leader supposed to be like. He thought me the importance of knowledge. The most important of all is he thought me the influence a ‘powerful’ person can hold. Hehehe… Maybe this is when I start to thirst for ‘power’. But, that’s a 300 years ago story. It’s just an expression.

Now, after I totally broke off from any binding, I met another person, to be much more specific, a group of people who changed my, what I say, upper secondary life, Form 4.

I can proudly admit myself to be changed by these extraordinary, lovely and excellent people! They are, Melissa, Iven, Nicole, other Drama members and, of course, Pn. Lim. Most influential are still Melissa, Iven and Nicole. Lol.

I mean God, looking back now, shish, I sound so old, this year is my most exciting year of my secondary school life so far. I adapt things, thoughts and habits that totally blow off your mind. There’s too much to be talk and elaborate. Ok, maybe I can elaborate a thing or two. 1 thing for sure is, because of them, I changed! For the better or worse I do not know. It’s for you to judge.

Now, like what typed, one of the many changes is I start to think simple! Lol. Yeah, to tell you the truth, previously, meaning before I resigned, my thinking was SOOO old! It’s a 60 years old mind in me! Yuck! Imagine that! I like to think, what I say before I resigned, ‘far and wide’. Ewww… Meaning I like to make simple things complicated. Hehehe…

Now, since I know the ‘guys’, although it's consist of girls and a gay, no offence, =P I adapt their thinking, simple! I start to realize that, most of the times, simple make things prefect! Lol. I even to take the marks of THIS YEAR’S exam, nothing more than just a few numbers.

Like duh, what for you cry and groan and moan over a few marks? It just makes your life more miserable and unhappy. It’s just like making a choice between accepting the marks happily and grudging over a few marks that makes you an unhappy person.

And this is for the people who like to compare marks BETWEEN classes. I hope at this point, you’ll also think back. If you love that class so much, why don’t you kindly, do us a favor, go to Mr. Wong and apply for a class transfer. Don’t stay in the class to destroy the mood. Yes, it can be taken as a motivation, but it also be taken as an insult which causes any peoples self-esteem to be damage. Shish!

Anyway, I’ve met my turning point. Have you?

Note:
I still have many un-type Exile posts. Maybe I’ll type it when I have nothing to type about… lol.

Exile 2.2

2009-11-02T04:34:00.000-08:00

So my previous post is about the so called theory ‘your closest friends are your worst enemy’. Hope you are not too tired or bored to keep up with my posts. I apologize for not warning you about the length of my post. So now I’m telling you that this post won’t be any different than the previous one. Meaning it’ll be equally long (for sure), boring (maybe) and full of my opinions (as always).

So today’s topic is,

Artists, Actors, Singers, etc. etc., in another word artisans, are Impractical Dreams.

I do realize when type out the words above, a few people, whom I’ll not name, already got the urge to NOT to visit this blog anymore. Some of them are also my friends which I hold closest in heart. But I hope that You Guys (and girls) will not hasty decision yet. Hear what I have to say then make your choice.

Now let’s begin…

Artisans date way back into history where monarchs ‘hired’ these people gifted in, what I’ll say, The Way of Art to entertain them. ‘The Way of Art’ range for many fields, from Archery to Swordplay and Acrobatics to Poetry and the list just go on and on

Some of the female Gifted Ones, who are skilled in singing, dancing or other art, are rewarded with wealth and fame to become the monarch’s wife. The males, who are usually skilled in archery, swordplay or other skills, will be recruited as warriors or knights.

Of course, one the few famous ones are Salome, a princess in Judea who danced the legendary “dance of the seven veils” which causes the death of John the Baptist (you can research it by yourself). Others are the Knights of the Round Table who proved themselves in various quests. Even the famous painter of Mona Lisa, Leonardo Da Vinci, is also considering as an artisan.

And that was few hundreds years ago, before the Agricultural and Industrial Revolutions and the other you-know historical stuff…

Now,

Artisans are regarded as the jobs which can bring entertainment and messages to the world. The best example in this case is Mr. Michel Jackson, who brings the world together with his songs. That’s one of the views as artisans.

Some, which are more negative, is as a way to earn quick money and fame as long as you know how to act, sing or dance.

Of course this depends on how you people think.

On my point of view, I support both.

To bring messages to the World.

As I said above, Michel Jackson’s song which bring messages are, of course, the Earth Song, Black and White, etc. etc. Movies such as Free Willy, The Day the Earth Stood Still and many more. Unfortunately, by looking in a larger scale, how many artisans’ product brings these messages?

This is when the Second kicks in.

A shortcut to earn quick money.

Who in this industry do not wish go to Hollywood, to win Oscars or to take a Grammy Award? In another word, who do not wish to be rich and famous?

Yes, you can sing and dance and act when you are young, in the prime of your youth. But how many of you are Michel Jackson? To perform since young to the day you die? When you reach a certain age, you’ll be too old, too weak to perform any longer. There’ll always be even younger generations will replace you.

Yes, you might be remembered. How long can it last? Let me remind you again, not everyone can be a King or Queen in this industry. One of the examples to this is the Cantonese singer/actor, 张国荣. When he died, everyone is crying and saying those ‘I’ll miss you…’, ‘What a loss…’ and other, what Mel will say, ‘sappy’ words. Now, you just go on the street and ask who the guy is, people will need to ‘dig’ their ‘memory vault’ to recall who he is. Some might even have forgotten him!

BUT, this is when I become an oxymoron.

Without this industry, the world will be very dull and too serious. No entertainment or, what I’ll say, no life.

The people, who are much more gifted in The Way of Art, will be lay to waste. They’ll waste their talent behind the desk of a receptionist or working as a laborer in the construction yard. Can you even imagine David Archuleta being a postman?! Joking! Joking!

In conclusion, THERE’S NO CONCLUSION! Lol!

Everyone has their own opinion and views. Therefore in my opinion, unless you are very sure that you can make a name and stay that way, I would advise anyone that read this to go for career which are more stable and have a constant income.

Yet, I did not ask you to let go your dreams. Make your talent a ‘sub-life’, a ‘sub-income’, instead of depending on it to make a living. Dreams are good. It’s good to have dreams. Without dreams, we would be quite clueless where to head for or what to achieve. =]

Exile 2.1

2009-10-31T00:21:00.000-07:00

17 OCT

All the sudden, out of thin air, this ‘thing’ came across my mind. Or it’s from the radio. Never mind, it doesn’t matter. So it came across my mind that ‘your closest friend is you bitterest foe’. I don’t even know why it came across my mind…

Let’s see why is that shall we...

Your closest friend will understand you better than, maybe, even your blood ties. I don’t about Others, but I have the habit of NOT telling my problems to anybody except my friends. I don’t even know why I acted like that. Maybe I don’t to worry them. Maybe I don’t know how to say it out loud. A lot of possibilities…

Now back to the ‘theory’. Not mine OK, we have known for a long time only we don’t it’s ‘existence’ until the ‘betrayal’ has happened.

These people will not only know your past, if they are observant enough, they will also know your nature, personality, how you think, how you act and how you react to certain things. I know this because I had saw, experience and done these things before. > ]

Before I continue, I must tell you it’s still never too late to close this window. I won’t blame you if you start thinking I’m a psycho or a person who has lost their mind or something. It’s just who I am…

Now,

I saw

Since I stopped being a Librarian, I start to ‘see’ things in a different point-of view. Adding up with all the books I’ve read, I seem to have developed a ‘sight’ to see and understand the things they, the people around me, do.

Sometime things are not as simple as the action is and sometime complicated actions just have a simple meaning behind. I can’t explain how, but I just know bits of the person from the things they say and do.

So, when things happened, I’m not as surprised as expected to be. This is because since I’ve nothing to do in class after I resigned from being a Librarian, I observe the people around me and do what the psychiatrist will say as ‘profiling’ them.

Isn’t that just creepy. ) I know, sometimes I also got creep-ed out by my own behavior as well. Lol. But that’s how SOMETIMES I see people. People are not only just humans but also as ‘books’ of different ‘subjects’ for me to ‘study’.

I experience

Who hasn’t experienced betrayal before? Ok, fine. MAYBE just maybe a few, but these as what I called The Lucky Ones are very rare. As rare as seeing an elephant on the highway. It exists but very hard to be found.

I, from what my experience can tell me, my most fatal weakness is being loyal. Seriously! I’m not complicating myself!

And my short ‘betrayal’ story is, (I’ll keep the details to myself) I had once trusted a person. I forgot the name or when or how but I remember experiencing it. I trusted him so much that I let my defense down and I pour out my deepest secrets to him. That’s before I become a psycho. Well, as the mountaineers says: ‘expect the unexpected’. He betrayed me to my Nemesis. Which I also forgot the name. After the incident, I was always on my guard never trust the person fully until I’m 300% sure. But on the happy note, once I trusted them, I’ll be as loyal as Japanese soldier to Japan until they severe the ‘bond’ first. The ‘bonding’ story is another topic which I’ll type another time.

That’s what I found out by my own. Here’s an advice: ‘It’s better know yourself better than other people know you’, because if other people know you better than yourself, you are vulnerable to the people who has plan for you. Always keep one hand to your gun until you can trust them fully.

I done

(Once again) Who hasn’t betrayed Others before? Ok, fine. MAYBE and just maybe and blah, blah, blah.

Yes, I hear and now confess that I betray people before. Only and only when They themselves doesn’t deserve to be trusted. The most obvious example is No. 5. (Inner circle language) He is a brilliant person until he demoted himself so low until nothing more than a slave to The 7 Asses. (The 7 Asses part is my own language. =P) Since he is nothing more than that, I feel no regret to betray him to the Others for he no longer deserves my trust.

Yes, I know I sound arrogant and evil this part but that’s what I think about him and my action towards him.

Now, Readers, you know me more! But as I mentioned above, I won’t divulge everything. So that’s that for the understanding I part.

So back to the very main topic: ‘your closest friend is you bitterest foe’.

After reading what I had saw, experienced and done, you can see, if you can, the very root of all these Happenings and this ‘theory’ is Trust.

Trust, as Fragile as a Glass and as Hard to Gain as a Ruby.

Once the Bond of Trust between Friends is broken, a new Bond of Foe will appear or all bondage will be severed forever. If the Second happened, Yippee you. But if the First happened, you better start prepare yourself for the worst mental assault you ever meet.

In conclusion, XD, I love this part,

Value the Jewel you have now.
For a Lost Jewel may be found after a series of hard work and time
For it also be turned as a Weapon against you.

Exile 1

2009-10-31T00:19:00.000-07:00

Ok, I can’t remember exactly when my exile starts, so I just assume that 15 October is the first day of my ‘Exam Exile’.

15 OCT

God! Today my fingers are so ‘itchy’! It’s like I’ve just touch a caterpillar. Damn it! Without my blog as outlet, I don’t have anything to do! As least I still have my phone. Lol. So I start sms-ing people for no reason. XD.

My top list sms-er are usually Iven (he uses DiGi, so cheaper in price! =P), Melissa (usually it’s all craps and trash talk. Sorry Mel! = X), Ben-Jie (also craps and trash talk. Sorry Ben! =X).

Well actually I don’t understand why Mother has to plug out the modem. I know, I know it’s for my own good and those stuff. Let’s face the truth. It’s not like I’m using the Internet to play games or fool around. Ok, I confessed, maybe a couple of times, but it’s just rarely! The only person in this whole bloody house who sticks to the in Internet like a life-source is my good for nothing brother.

Ergh! Don’t even let start talking about him in this post. If it does, it’ll go on and on and on. So lucky you Ben, you’re not an elder brother like me.

Hmm… I wonder what happened to everyone today.

Iven’s replies are all one word messages as in ‘yes’, ‘no’, ‘ah’, ‘izzit’, etc. etc. Is he EMO-ing again? Melissa’s are all about drinking. Do you think she’s drunk? Ben’s is all about how he is going to fail in the coming exam, etc. etc. As if! When the results come out, I won’t be surprise that he scores 9 out of 10 questions.

Maybe everyone got bored from school. I don’t speak for others but previously I have Drama and Big L classes to look forward to. Now I just go to school and wait for the teachers to finish the syllabus. Yawns~ Let’s hope this boredom will not last forever…

Titus Returns from Exile

2009-10-31T00:16:00.000-07:00

I’M BACK!!! After a long time of not blogging due to ‘Exam Exile’, at last I’m back action! XD

Now my heads is literally bursting with the things I want to type. Other than pure typing, there’s so much editing to do! So let me tell one thing for sure is, in these few days time, this blog will be back in action with a lot of posts. When I say a lot, I do mean A LOT!

Since it was exam previously, my sweet, caring, loving parents literally plug out the whole modem. So I can just keep short drafts in my mobile phone. Now I’m back online, I’ll start pouring out the things from my phone.

So, ya, you’ll see a lone series of posts which contains things and ideas which cross my mind during the exam period. Now, get a cushion or pillow, make yourself comfortable, make some pop-corn of something and enjoy my posts. XD

Note:
I’ll be typing from ‘that day point of view’. Meaning instead of typing as 'last week', I’ll type it as 'today'. I won't doing a lot of Font Colouring since my posts will be long and many.

A dinner to remember...

2009-10-12T20:45:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, God, I was like spending more time outdoor than indoor... And... Of darn it, this post will be to long for me to type in an hour. So maybe I'll finish this post later after the exam or something. if you want the details of the Happening, go to either Mellissa's, Nicole's, Ben Jie's, Angeline's or Edbert's blog to read it...

Abstinence?

2009-10-12T20:33:00.000-07:00

Is abstinence that easy? It's a rhetorical question.Sadly it isn't. Unless you have the uncanny ability of self control and determination. Which (once again) sadly, I have a littke of each reequirement only...

I can't believe, now, I once again, sitting in front of this god damn tempting computer, typing my blog. While I'm supposed to stayed at home, digesting those thick, freaking, horrible, toturing, digusting-to-look-at, books.

Errrhhh!!! I can't imagine how am I supposed to take my exam tomorrow while I haven't even start touching the books and notes about the subject I'm going to take...

Shit man! This is SOOO SHIT!!!

Numb Prt 1

2009-10-10T17:23:00.000-07:00

I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

I've become so numb
I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Become so tired so much more aware
I'm becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you

I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Firefly Prt 2

2009-10-08T22:38:00.000-07:00

So all of you should have listen to the music and read the lyrics of this ‘old song’ – firefly. This song is introduced to me by Wong Thiam Jun, is that how to pronounce his name?, a F5 prefect in SMK Seri Mutiara. Thanks dude!

I don’t know this is call an opinion or what, but for somehow, every time I listen to this song, I got a weird feeling, I don’t know how to describe it in English, the Chinese description will be 酸溜溜的…

OK, OK… I know this is a breakup-come-back-to-me song but somehow it gives me a feeling. A hard-to-let-go kinda feeling. Jeez… did I have a crush on person I haven’t met?! Is that even possible?! Never mind… So when I first listen to the song, the first thing which came into my mind is the departure of the Form 5s this year. I don’t even know what the connection between these two things is but that how my mind works. Weird isn’t it…

So I can already imagine myself, every morning going into the hall, sitting alone with no one to talk to or share my crazy thoughts or give me crazy thoughts.

As I got ‘enlightened’ yester-night that not everyone can accept my kind of craziness. OK, some of you might say that is actually my own personality problem, but I can’t do a thing to change it. Like Michael Wong song’s said, I am who I am.

Even the teachers agree that last year’s Form 4s are way more active comparing to this year’s. They can come up all kinds of odd but fun ideas. Maybe that’s why I prefer hanging out with the Form 5s than the Form 4s…

Due to my craziness in English Literature, this is how I interpret the song…

Firefly, a type of beetle which emits light. In another word, a bringer of light. The firefly plays the role of hope, friend, companion, spouse and girl/boyfriend in this song.

In the 1st and 2nd verse, the firefly had left the singer. Maybe because they had a quarrel, a misunderstanding or a problem. The singer expresses his/her longing of the return of the firefly after the firefly had left. The singer hope that he/she can gain forgiveness from the firefly and hope the it will take him/her away.

In the 3rd verse, the singer describes the similarity and closeness between him/her with the firefly and said that he/she plays a minor role in it’s life although the firefly can’t see it.

In the 5th verse, the singer hopes that the firefly can come back as soon as possible for he/she can’t stand another day without it

So this is how I interpret the song… For the other students who are taking Big L, maybe you should consider interpreting the song and maybe we can compare notes… lolx… as if anyone is that hard-working…

Firefly Prt 1

2009-10-08T09:25:00.000-07:00

When I said go I never meant away
You ought to know the freaky games we play
could you forgive and learn how to forget
hear me as I'm calling out your name

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

You and me
we shared a mystery
we were so close like honey to the bee
And if you tell me how to make you understand
I'm minor in a major kinda way

Firefly come back to me
make the night as bright as day
I'll be looking out for you
tell me that your lonely too
firefly come lead me on
follow you into the sun
that's the way it ought to be
firefly come back to me

Fly firefly through the sky
come and play with my desire
don't be long don't ask why
I can't wait another night

Busy Hols.

2009-10-06T22:33:00.000-07:00

This will just another boooring post of mine during the holidays and the coming exam week. The Horror! Good God I'm infected by Gabriel! So if you are searching for something thrilling, blood pumping, or rebellious, I suggest you go to the blog nextdoor...

So this is what happen during my first day of holiday...

~Yawn~ Woke up at 7:30 am... What for? Just to attend an Add Math and Chemistry class in school... Maybe you might think This is ridiculous! Holidays still need to go to school! I rather stay in my bed... Well, that's not what I think. I study better in school than at home. In the house, I'll just faced for four walls and droll OR going in circles in my room. Crazy, huh?!

I came to school, blah-blah-blah. No car crash, no suicidal bomber, or any terrorist attacks. Just a normal morning. Although a few students and friends of mine got a wave by the security guard which indicate you cannot enter school boundaries without a Full-U (full uniform). So be warn people... Some of them went back to change and a few never returned to school. Probably too lazy to come back.

Add math and chemistry class went on without any accidents or anything. Like I mentioned, just a boooring day...

Although Mr. Wong did mention that a few years ago, a couple was caught smooching by the PMR examiner in a class just across the building where PMR was held. Hmm... I wonder what happen to them. And...Ohh... the reason the F5s and F4s are given 'holidays' because the previous examiners are complaint that the students which came to school are to noisy and nosy, which means they wander around the classes where the exams are held.

After school have lunch at Mydin or what's-the-name-of-the-restaurant again?

And now here I am, sitting inside double Cs aka C square aka C.C. aka Cyber Cafe typing my blog...

Hmm... I wonder what's for dinner and what's gonna happen afterwards...

By the way, good luck for the F3s;
Work hard for the F4s;
Study smart for the F5s...

Don't overcooked the cabbage, don't eat earwax, keep your nose clean and you'll live for another day. = ]

Interesting Newspaper Headlines

2009-10-05T08:51:00.000-07:00

Ok... I'll keep things simpple and quick... Due to the exam period and and the boring-ness of school today, I've nothing to blog about until I checked my mail which is like dunno for how many days... So I recieved an interesting mail from my Aunt Penny who sent me an e-mail about Interesting Newspaper Headlines. Let's see YOU can make a sense out of it...

Something Went Wrong in Jet Crash,Expert Says

So it's meant to be crashed?
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Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers

Now that's taking things a bit far!
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Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over

What a guy!
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Miners Refuse to Work after Death

No-good-for-nothing' lazy so-and-so's!
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Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant

See if that works any better than a fair trial!
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War Dims Hope for Peace

I can see where it might have that effect!
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If Strike Isn't Settled Quickly, It May Last Awhile

Ya think?!
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Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures

Who would have thought!
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Enfield ( London ) Couple Slain; Police Suspect Homicide

They may be on to something!
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Red Tape Holds Up New Bridges

You mean there's something stronger than duct tape?
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Man Struck By Lightning: Faces Battery Charge

He probably IS the battery charge!
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New Study of Obesity Looks for Larger Test Group

Weren't they fat enough?!
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Astronaut Takes Blame for Gas in Spacecraft

That's what he gets for eating those beans!
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Kids Make Nutritious Snacks

Do they taste like chicken?
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Local High School Dropouts Cut in Half

Chainsaw Massacre all over again!
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Hospitals are Sued by 7 Foot Doctors

Boy, are they tall!
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And the winner is....

Typhoon Rips Through Cemetery;Hundreds Dead

Did I read that right?

Enjoy!

The Lost Symbol

2009-09-22T06:26:00.000-07:00

After my previous post, it had been quite some time I’ve blog something. Probably is because school is so dull these days that there is nothing to blog about.

Ok, I know I know. The All Hallow’s Eve event was canceled and everything and I'm supposed to post something like mockery or something of that sort. But somehow I just don’t have the heart to type that kind of thing. Let’s forget about this and look into something else.

Now my father is back from the Sudan, permanently, thank God. Yester-night, He took the whole family to Jusco at Balakong. This seems to you it’s like something you do everyday or weekend but imagine haven’t go out with your whole family for one solid year. You have to experience it yourself or you must have extraordinary imaginative mind to feel it.

Back to the main point.

So we went there do some window and real shopping. In the Popular Bookstore, something caught my eye. It’s a book called The Lost Symbol by Dan Brown.

I believe that you’ve heard of the names of his ‘creations’ although you might not know the name of the author.

The book Angels & Demons, a 2000 bestselling mystery-thriller novel which later was ‘transform’ into the movie Angels & Demons and released during May 15, 2009.

The book The Da Vinci Code, a 2003 mystery-detective fiction novel which later was also ‘transform’ into the movie The Da Vinci Code and released during May 19, 2006.

The part which mystifies me is why the movie production company chooses to make the movie The Da Vinci Code 1st although the book is published 3 years later after the book Angels and Demons.

Ok don’t mind that part…

Now a bit of the books background…

Wikipedia:
“The Lost Symbol, formerly known as the working title The Solomon Key, is a 2009 novel by American writer Dan Brown. It had a first printing of 6.5 million (5 million in North America, 1.5 million in the UK), the largest in its publisher's history. On its first day the book sold one million in hardcover and e-book versions in the U.S., the U.K. and Canada, making it the fastest selling adult novel in history.”

So I persuaded my father to buy me the book. I really have to because I REALLY CANNOT AFFORD IT MYSELF! It costs RM 80.10 and that’s still because there’s a 20% rebate!

And unsurprisingly, I finished the book already. Hmm… My best record is still 2 days just like the book Deathly Hallows.

I’m telling you, everyone is encouraged to read this book! Although it’s A BIT religious but if you read it as a book to learn and enjoy, it’ll blow your mind away. SERIOUSLY!

The story rotates around the beliefs of the Freemasons and their way of seeing the world. I can't give direct details of the story, it'll spoil the fun. After reading it, I’m like Oh My God, this book don’t worth RM80. It’s contents, words, lessons worth more than that. I now start to see the world a bit differently. The feeling is indescribable.

If you can, buy the book and read it. It worth more than it costs.

不健康的友谊

2009-09-12T09:24:00.000-07:00

本是消失了的你，为什么你要在出现。。。
本是把你遗忘了，为什么你必须再次回来。。。
本是放弃了你，为什么你又要给予我希望。。。
本是痛恨你心情，为什么会消失。。。
本是以冷的感情，为什么你要把它暖化。。。

我不知应有什么反应。。。
我应重新接受你还是继续把你遗忘与放弃。。。

六年前认识了你
你就如我的亲哥哥一样
照顾我，教导我。。。

三年后，毕业了，
以前的朋友各分东西，
你也不例外。。。

上了中学不到两年，
你以闯下了你的一片天空，
虽然如此，我们似乎没联络，
我们的感情也慢慢的淡去。。。

中三，还是似乎没联络，
PMR成绩分发过后，与你谈不到两句便挂了电话，
理由，你很忙。。。

中四，没联络，
直到新年过后，
才发现你以专校，
以追求你的梦想与志愿，
心情当时就如现在一样矛盾，

高兴，你可梦想成真，身为朋友的当然为你高兴。。。
伤心，你没说一声再见，难道我们的感情不只的一提吗。。。
自卑，你比我好百倍，我觉得我不配当你的朋友。。。
生气，你竟然把我给遗忘了，我到了你走后才知道。。。
羡慕，你还是把我抛在后头，从以前至现在，你永远比我快一步。。。

昨夜，9月11号2009年，

终于在Facebook 看到你还是存在的证据，
好多话要与你说，
好多是要与你分享，
你问：
“Tomorrow you free? Want to kill time…”
我毫不犹豫地答应了你。

今天，9月12号2009年，

12时30分，已到达约好的地点，
而且还早到呢，因为想再次的见见你的样貌，
钟表显示下午1时，昨夜约好的点钟，
1分钟，5分钟，10分钟，
15 分钟以过去了，
我还是继续傻傻的等待。

我等了你好久好久，
才知道你是不会出现的。
拨打你家的电话，
你婆婆说，
你早已与你的父亲出去了。

为什么？！
为什么？！
难道我们是注定有缘无份的吗？！
好不容易把你给忘了，
你却再次出现，
给予我一个希望。。。
你却要把这希望在我面前摧毁。。。

你叫我怎么做，
一个失去多年的好友再次出现，
可是无缘见面。。。
我想哭却哭不出，
好痛苦。。。
我有好多话想和他说却无法表达，
好辛苦。。。

我忘了怎么哭，
我忘了怎么表达我的心情，
我忘了好多。。。

本以忘掉的记忆，的故事，
全都回来了。。。
我好乱！
我好烦！
我好矛盾！

我应该忘了他，放弃这段友谊？
还是继续这个不知是否有结果的等待？

放弃，
我害怕永久的痛与恢，
我还不想圆了这段友谊。。。

等待。
我害怕更疼痛与失望，
我可能盼望着一个没结果的关系。。。

有谁明白我的矛盾吗？

等

已等了三年，四年，
我快承不住了！

忘与弃

本是忘了，已放弃了，
现在却忘不了，放不下。。。

我应选着哪一个呢？

永久却无回应得思念。。。

或

长久却实际的痛苦。。。

The Happening

2009-09-11T06:37:00.000-07:00

At last after disappearing for quite some time, I’m back to type and type and keep on typing.

Wow… So many things inside my head… I don’t even know which to type first…

Let’s start with the reason why I’ve stopped blogging for a while. As if anyone will be interested.

The reason that I stopped blogging for a while, just like I said, as if any one is interested… why am I typing this anyway? Oh yes, is to ‘pour’ some of the things in my brain before it get full. Where was I…Ah yes, the reason… is because I’ve got some, to be specific is 2, projects in my bag now. One is the All Hallow’s Eve Celebration while the other one is the Bulan Patriotisme, which to me are pretty big projects.

The All Hallow’s Eve Celebration.

I’ve made a ‘speech’ few days ago in front 1000++ of students.

Ok let’s make things clear first. I don’t even what I am talking at the moment. I just say what came into my mind. Thinking now, it’s like Oh My God! What a jerk I’ve made myself in front of these pupils. Never mind, I guess, like what They, I don’t know who They are, say: Let the past be the past.

What I think about this statement/phrase is No, we cannot let the past be the past. We DO need look back after a while or two, to leran from the past but don’t look back to often for it’ll delay our advance. There are living examples, but due to certain circumstances such as the ISA, I can’t type what I want. So if you readers ain’t that thick, you’ll know what I’m talking. And, ohh, if you waiting for the punch line, it’s over.

Ok where was I? Ah yes, the All Hallow’s Eve Celebration speech.

I won’t elaborate what I said in the speech because it’s too embarrassing to recall. But basically what I want to say is,

Come and join us during that special day!

For the Form 5s,
It’ll be the relaxation with your friends after the pressuring trial SPM.

For the Form 3s,
It’ll be your final relaxation before the final exam you’ll face, PMR.

For the Form 4s,
It’ll be a celebration worth to come. You can see in the sense that you’ll be part of the Connaught history. Or you can see it in the sense that it’ll be quite fun since you’ll be hanging out with your friends until late night. Like they say, it’s a Saturday Nite Live activity.

I won’t promote in the sense of promoting. But I do encourage every reader of mine, if I have any, to visit the official All Hallow’s Eve Celebration ‘website’, which actually it’s just a modified blog* and support this event because time is running out!

*Hey! It’s the 21st century! Even Sonny Biz has own a blog, which from what I saw is pretty ‘dead’ to me. So why can’t the All Hallows’ Eve Celebration have it’s own blog to promote and explain the questions asked?! Of course it’ll be removed, I believe, after the Celebration.

PS: The tittle of this blog has nothing to do with this post... I don't even know why I name the post with this name...

To do or not to do? That is the question...

2009-09-06T07:06:00.000-07:00

We should fight and fight and keep on fighting!
We should prove that we are stronger than we look!
We should prove Them wrong!
We will make this happen!
We will make it!

Should I keep to my ‘Manual Book of My Life’?
To fight till we ‘die’…
Should we continue This?
It looks so far away…
Should we surrender to Them?
It looks so tempting and easy now…
Should we delay This?
They do not seem to be ready to accept it…
Should we listen to Them?
Their words seem to be so true…
Should we…

Frustration

2009-09-06T06:59:00.000-07:00

Arrggghhhh!!!
Frustration filled my head at the moment.

Why?
Why when we are about to get things finally done, this darn of an obstacle appear?
Why after so long of struggling and fighting, we still have to make such difficult choices?
Do we really need to make the final and most easy choice?

Haven’t we proved our determination?
Haven’t we proved that we want this to happen?
Haven’t we proved that we can make this happen?

Are we aiming too high?
Are we doing something which the community is sill not ready to accept?
Are we just a group of day-dreamers?

Hello~~~
Can anyone tell me? Can anyone guide us? Can anyone help us?
Can anyone…

Julius Caesar Ep. 6

2009-09-02T07:18:00.001-07:00

Welcome to the Julius Caesar Restaurant.

I’ll be your waiter today/tonight. And your meal will be served in a few moments.

OK, first week back to school and I found out something new about Mr. Caesar and the ‘change of atmosphere’ in the school. It seems to me that most of the Form 5s and Form 2s have found out about Vile and want to find this mysterious, to some of them cowardly, testes-less, etc. etc. person. They want to, what Kumar will say, beat him, kick him, take the parang chop him and make curry.

That’s for the Appetizer

I’m very sorry to tell you that Entrée will not be served. But not to to worry, we’ll go straight to the Main Course.

Today, I tried to coax the true identity of Vile out of Mr. Caesar. Unfortunately, he refused to open his Golden Mouth. BUT, I did gain something informative from him. I asked for his confirmation whether he, Mr. Casca and Wayne is involved in this scenario. And guess what he did. He nodded his head!

I also know that the Prefects will also be going after this Vile. And IF I’m not wrong, they had a very-very-very brief meeting about this Vile.

Hmmm…

I wonder…

How would the Prefects and people react when they find out that Mr. Caesar and Mr. Casca themselves are in a league with Vile and supplied some information to him/her/they.

Ah, well, let’s see how things turn out shall we?

As a Side Dish,

Mr. Casca himself is still playing Mr. Nice Guy in saying that http://vile-scouting.blogspot.com/ is a bad blog, etc. etc. As you can kindly read and view in http://dicewithlife.blogspot.com/2009/08/weird-bloggers.html.

Finally, the Dessert will be…

This blog had also alarmed CERTAIN teachers. I think Vile’s wish, I think, to become known around the school had just come true. I think he/she/they will be laughing in his sleep although he/she/they currently have trial SPM in his/her/their bags.

That’s all your Meal for today. Thanks for dining here and please come again… =]

What a day...

2009-09-01T06:47:00.000-07:00

Ahh… first day back to school.

For the Form 5s, they will be doing their trial SPM. While for the Form 3s, they will be preparing for their PMR or once known as SRP. Is there any difference at all? Form 4s are and supposed to be no difference at all. I mean, our final year exam is set as the same date as the PMR Unfortunately, I don’t know about other classes, our class is still very far away from finishing the syllables. Dear God, I don’t know what’s going happen to us.

Well, I don’t know whether the other students got their own first-day-back-surprises, but our class got OUR own first-day-back-surprise and had to receive it in a terrible way.

Yikes!

The so-called ‘surprise’ is given by, I don’t know about others but in my opinion, the ‘best' science teacher EVER (sarcastically), Mr. Ebenezer a.k.a. Mr. Ebe by our class a.k.a. Mr. Energizer by some other classes.

The ‘surprise’ started like this. I’ll skip the boring part and go straight to the juicy part.

When the class is almost ending, he saw 2 girls talking to each other. I shall not mention names. He claims that they have been talking from the beginning of the class. And recorded their names and the other usual discipline stuff. After that, he actually ‘asked’ them to leave the class!

OK…OK…I know they are wrong and everything but hey, after you wrote their names, case closed la…What for you ‘asked’ them to leave the class?! I don’t even know the teachers have the authority to do that! Puh-lease…I don’t know how things are run at your time or your ‘famous’ Penang Free School. But, hello~, you do realize this is the 21st century! Not your medieval times you know! Teachers now, I THINK, have no rights to send their students out of the class anymore, right?!

The surprise doesn’t end here.

After the short ‘chaos’, he then said something like, Since you are SO ‘smart’, you can study 6.10 & 6.11(that is everything about photosynthesis!) by your own. By the next class, I’ll finish off this chapter……And I can safely bet that by the end of this year, I’ll be giving out subjective questions on this sub-chapter, photosynthesis.

What the fuck! What kind of teacher and English is this!

After that, he slammed the table and shouted OI! towards a group of girls who are sitting at the hind of the Bio Lab (we later found out that when he practically yelled at them). Naturally the group of girls ignored him because NO NAMES are addressed.

Uncle! You just slammed the table and shouted OI! Whoever in the class can also be the ‘OI’ you’re describing right! Who knows you are shouting at them!

He then ‘asked’ them to come out and gave them a lecture (nicer way), scolding (casual way), yelling (bad way).

When I say he yelled, that is still me trying to be polite. He later practically yelled at one of them to GET LOST. The girl, not very good in understanding rude English herself, just nodded. He later threatens to throw the Biology book at her!

Teacher

You won’t be teaching us, fine by me! When the percentage of Biology marks drops, DON’T YOU EVEN DARE TO BLAME US! IS YOU WHO REFUSE TO TEACH US! IS YOU WHO ASK US TO READ BY OURSELVES!

For the readers who are curious why am I making such a fuss over such a small thing, this NOT his first time.

He had done this before in the past. Some of you might say let the past stay as the past. But hey, you are not the one living through this and not everyone as forgiving as you.

Can you even imagine learning from a teacher who ask called people smartass and tell you to not to embarrassed yourself when you give morning greetings to him?! That’s not even scratching the surface!

English

What kind of fucking English are you using! You say you can safely bet that by the end of this year, YOU’ll be giving out subjective questions on this sub-chapter, photosynthesis.

What the hell! When you say you bet, means you are not sure about the results. That’s why you bet! Not because when you know the results already and you bet!

For heaven’s sake, for our sake, for your own dignity’s sake, improve your bloody English before you come out teach.

No wonder most of the teachers wanted the policy English in Science and Mathematic to be demolished.

Now, I don’t know what the decision of the class is. But I can tell you readers that, if no immediate actions are taken, we, 4S2’s namesake will be in jeopardy.

Actually, I’ll make this opinion short, I think he is going through menopause. Lolx. I mean, he went crazy before, and the craziness stopped for a short moment. After that, meaning after the holidays, the craziness come again. Imagine that, 2 menopause! Or should I say 2 menopauseS! A wonder in the Medical History... Lolx…

PS: Sorry for the improper English used because I cannot describe It in a proper way...

Kumar for President!

2009-08-29T05:17:00.001-07:00

These following video's links are 'promoted' by Melissa before the holidays. It's call Kumar Drag Queen.

Kumar Drag Queen Part 1
Kumar Drag Queen Part 2
Kumar Drag Queen Part 3

I don't know about you readers, but these videos are very funny videos all right.

Oh yeah for all those some of you might not understand what she/he's saying because some of you might be very st**id. So bear with it yeah...

Lolx... I'm even starting to talk like him+her... Wakakaka...

Holiday Summary

2009-08-28T21:32:00.000-07:00

Ah hols…Time does fly quickly don’t they. In a blink of an eye, one week is almost up. Let’s review back what I’ve been doing. Shall we?

Actually nothing much happened. Just tuition everyday, got a Halloween Party or known as All Hallow’s Eve Party now, meeting and a primary school reunion party.

Tuition
Nothing much to elaborate, except for homework and homework and more homework. I was like Shit! What are the works I need to hand in today again? Not that the fact the homeworks are hard, I just spend most of my time blogging and sleeping. Lolx

All Hallow’s Eve Party Meeting
It’s known as All Hallow’s Eve now because our school authority cannot accept the name Halloween which gives the impression of Hantu-Hantu punya benda. For reader’s information, this was said by Pn. Faridah Abdul Ghani. Although we changed the name, the meaning is still the same. Lolx. So, the point of the meeting is to collect opinions from ‘the members of this party’ because something serious came up. Unfortunately, I don’t have the permission of the Pengerusi to disclose this ‘serious case’. The only thing I can say is, the Halloween Party is still on! Yay!

Primary School Reunion Party.
In short, a reunion party was conducted by an ex- primary school mate. We went there have fun, know each other again and the end. You can read in a detailed form from my previous post .

Oh, yeah… Another thing also occurred.

For the reader’s who don’t keep track on things, Mr. Joseph finally raised the White Flag and admitted defeat in the war between him and me. You can read my weird respond in the post >.

That’s all for today I think. Wish all readers have a good day/evening.
Hmm… Maybe I’ll figure out some crap to type later. Who knows right….

Old Memories...

2009-08-28T10:51:00.000-07:00

Today (happened in the night actually), few hours ago, I’ve just attended a primary school gathering. Although it has been conducted a few times before, I never attended any one of them. I don’t know why and what drew me to this one. Lolz.

OK, let’s see…

It was conducted by a very ex-school mate of mine. Why I say very ex? Because she (yes, it’s a she, girl, female) actually left Malaysia when she was standard 5 to shift or migrate or whatever as long it describe she left Malaysia, to Ireland. Sorry to say this but if you are reading Yuan Yi, I have NO MEMORY at all who you are, when I first receive you invitation. My memory is kind of blur before the year Standard 6.

So, when I first receive the SMS from an Anonymous person talking about a gathering, I was like, What the hell! Who are you and how you get my number?! And the name mention in the message, the name of the main character, sounds VERY VERY familiar but I just can’t remember who that is. My timetable was originally full today so I told them I’m not coming. Until, some thing came up and I was free to go. What came up? That’s not important.

So I SMS them again in 11pm or something like that in the same day, I THINK. Hey, I like told everyone who knows me, I’m a night owl not a morning glory. Where was I, ah, I SMS them again. So I SMS them again saying I’m available. I mean it’ll be very embarrassing just to barge into a reunion party while I told them I wasn’t coming, right?

So they told me is 6-10 pm. Actually, Wayne told me that. I can’t believe he talked me into going it. Since Wayne got tuition and I’m an anti-socialising person, meaning I need a companion, I decided to come in just a BIT late with Wayne at 7pm.

Unfortunately, like they say, don’t ask me who are they for I also don’t who said it first, you just can’t everything in the world going your way. I was already waiting at the bus stop at 6 pm. I waited and waited and waited. For almost an hour then the bus arrived. Curse the Rapids!

Being late is one thing but charging me double also! Hello~, I’m not a three year old kid; I know the price of the bus fare from my place to Leisure Mall, where the ‘party’ is held. I was in a hurry so I don’t mind about the cheating part.

While I was in the bus, Wayne was like keep on SMS-ing me, asking where I am. Wayne if you are reading this post, this is what I want to tell you that time: Hell! Stop bugging me, please! Is not that I don’t want the bus to go faster, but the driver was a ‘safety driver’. He drives at the speed even my grandmother can surpass him! Damn the fella! After I reached Leisure Mall, I was like…… what is it again, 15-20 minutes later than 7 pm. So adding up, we, me and Wayne, will be 1 hour and 20 minutes late, without counting the time we used to get to the final venue.

OK, so we are late. At least we reached there in a couple of minutes.

An embarrassing moment happened. The moment we entered the room, sitting near the front door was a group of girls. Surprisingly, I know all of them except for two whom one of them look damn familiar and another one TOTALLY stranger to me. To my astonishment, even Rachel from my present class was there. I mean, not that she’s not allow, but she wasn’t from class 6C of SJK(C) Taman Connaught, right?

So my reaction when I saw the group of girls was like, OK, so among the two of you, the unknown one, who is the one went to Ireland again? Of course I didn’t say it out loud. So me and Wayne found ourselves a sit and start to what Joseph will say rack the brain and guess who is the real ‘main character’ of the party. After a few seconds, the Edison in my brain finally finished creating his light bulb and I remembered ‘the girl who looks familiar to me’.

She is actually Hou Thin’s (if that is how to spell your name, I followed the name inside our yearbook, OK) ex-ex-ex-very ex girlfriend, Wong Yuan Yi (is that how to spell her name?). You can’t believe how the news spread during standard 5. It was like a wildfire. In a blink of an eye, both of them are being teased for the rest of their primary school life for being Boyfriend and Girlfriend until She left. You understand what I mean right? Come on, we are standard 5 at that time, the time where I believe most of us are idiots.

Moving on….

So, I remembered Her face but I don’t remember Her name. Until, her ‘personal party secretary’ – Chang Shin Yan, told Her my name. I think, if Shin Yan didn’t tell Her, She will still be guessing my name until the very end of the party. So I was re-introduced to her since she forgotten my name also. And some boring stuff happened which I don’t want to mention.

In the beginning, I thought me and Wayne was late. I never thought they are still people later than both of us. This shows that even nowadays teenagers are also ‘rubbed’ by the ‘late to any function Malaysian culture’. Hey, I and Wayne got reasonable reasons, OK.

Now let’s see, as expected, I know and remembered them. BUT they didn’t remember me. So I’m OK with that. I mean, I wasn’t the most popular student during primary school. In the beginning I was like minding my own business until Wayne helped me to warm things up. Maybe he is right. Both of us ARE on the same ‘track’, the only difference is, he is much more socializing, I wasn’t.

The activities are mostly taking each others photographs, joking, chilling around and taking a stroll down Memory Lane. Although the so-called restaurant prepared karaoke service, only Her mother’s friend is making the use of it. But seriously, she, Her mother’s friend was really the ‘MC’ for the party. She tried to make us, the teens, to go crazy and stuff, but something prevent us from doing that. Maybe because we are surrounded by Her family members and mother.

So, Cinderella got her ‘deadline’ when the clock struck twelve. One by one the ‘old classmates’ reached their ‘deadline’ and headed back home. We were asked to write in a notebook which we are supposed to write down the things we want to say to her. By reading my blog and previous posts, I think you readers all can guess the length of my ‘essay’.

So before leaving, all of us wrote things inside. I don’t know about the others, but mine, I can tell you most of them are crap. I think She will tear out the page, and use it as a burning material for Her fireplace when she headed back to Ireland this Sunday. Never mind. Fine with me, since all I wrote was crap. Yeah another thing. The numbers of people present was 12/49 of the original 6C class. Yikes! Where all the rest went?

When I left the place, only very few of them are left. What happened next, I don’t know. Obviously.

Ah, yes….

The picture part. Known as an anti-socializing person, they will not find a lot of photos of me. Just a few. For the people who don’t know, they might even think I threaten the camera person. So if you readers want to know how this Yuan Yi looks like, no luck people, I don’t have her photo or any photo of the party. And I’m not planning to get those. Why am I even telling you people all this?!

That’s all for today or tonight or whatever.

Enjoy the last few days of the holidays!
And keep in touch with your old friends.
You might be surprise how things might change.

Angel, Demon and Me

2009-08-26T22:26:00.000-07:00

If you are thinking a post or a blog fill with the feeling of joy in spring or the warmth during summer, this is not the blog or post you wish to see or read. In this post you will see three poeple voicing out what they want to say. Angel, Demon and Me. Although Demon is the one who speaks the most.

Refuse to leave? Well then, let's begin...

Mr. Joseph (he mentioned my name, so I mentioned his), had kindly spent his quality time to write a post just for me. Awww...How touching…...Thanks for spending your time to do it. He mentioned in his blog how much a jackass I am (my own language’s translation), unless I’m mistaken, and ask me to read the poem IF, written by Rudyard Kipling. Charming but I still can’t see his point of asking me doing that...... Very well, then. Never mind, he got his point, I got mine. lolz. Actually I don’t even know why I’m doing this. Since he said he won’t visit my blog any longer (as if I cared before)…Maybe just bored and try to find some excitement during the holidays.

Let’s see, he had finally cracked by my unstoppable bugging. That’s SO not fun. I expected him to last longer....... Poor guy, I was a burden to him. And he had also drawn a clear line between him and me. Which I’ve already done that like… YEARS AGO… Do you think I should do that also…? Nah, it’ll just take the fun of It...... Maybe I should, I don’t want any more trouble in the future.

Still want to continue? It's never to late to leave my blog now you know.... Stubborn person aren't you, very well then. Moving on...

Let’s do my favourite activity: Analysing the paragraphs…

Call me sick if you want to; But hey, it’s part of my crazy and unusual life. Maybe some day I’ll end up in newspaper posted as a crazy serial killer. lolz. See what I mean?!

Back to main point…

So I was described as the Erik in the Phantom of the Opera. Wow, I never knew I was that hideous. Ah well, like I said before, I’ll suffer the consequences of what I’ve written.

And the reasons I’m writing all my previous posts (according to Mr. Joseph) about the Exxon and everything is because I’m ‘lonely and trying to get attention. Yeah right, as if. I’m just reporting what I heard and what I think. Is that a crime now?!...... Yeah part of It, yeah, but most of it is just because of the boredom.

Then he want the future relationship (if we still have any) to remain neutral. He is slow isn’t him. I’ve also done those YEARS AGO, I think...... Sad, he was an OK person.

Tired of clearing my comments and questioning my sensibility are also the things he wrote. What?! Like you said is my right to comment anyone I like. So now is my turn to question you back: who are you to stop me, Titus, bender of words and master of Du Vrangr Gata. I told you before, my job is to beat everyone down in my blog. So, sorry to disappoint you (IF you are reading this), I’ll continue to write what I like....... OK, if you want me stop fine. I’ll TRY. No guarantee given... The condemning part, it’s just 1 of my methods to express what I think. Although is not a sugar, spice and everything nice way.

Leave your (Mr.Joseph) blog alone and yadda-yadda-yadda, you (readers) can read it yourself. Hey Joseph, you should feel proud that you got such loyal reader although he, means me, ain’t a very nice guy. Your blog helped me a lot in the past and present. How? I’ll never tell. And who said I’m born in a good English speaking family?! I RARELY speak English at home. All the vocabulary and other English stuff, I learn it from books. A LOT of books…Developing my fantasy words?! Who gave you that kind of crazy idea?! I’m just developing my own place/turf in my own blog. Not world, huge diferrence.

He won’t poke into my affairs and took some precautionary steps to avoid seeing my blog in the future. So what! As if I cared, I wrote my blog is NOT because of you Mr. Nice Guy in Everybody’s Eye! I’ll still keep up with my effort in writing in the future. What’s going to come out from my blog, depends on what happen around me. You find kissing an old lady is worse than raping a baby! Outrageous! Those that mean you won’t kiss your own grandparents in the present or your mother in the future! Your elders must be very disappointed in you…... Very well then, you do what you must. I’ve no rights to stop you. BUT, I will not remove your dear name from my blog. The reason, I CAN’T tell you.

He said something about a sweet forked tongue, deceiving others and other ‘things’. Readers, you (once again) can read it by yourself in his blog. Hoped he hasn’t removed it yet… What a copy-cat. Sweet forked tongue is my word. Find another word yourself. Deceiving people around the school?! Ha! That’s much more of your daily activity in school rather than mine. You’ll count a day in school wasted if you don’t deceive 3 people at least by the end of schooling hour. Lovely classmates! You know nothing about them! Don’t claim something you see, that’s what you have taught me. Rack my brain and think?! Puh-lease, I’ve been doing that for the past 2 years. Don’t tell or instruct me what to do you snake. I will not tell off by someone who just live by a sweet mouth and influence among the others…... Maybe you got your point, but my true friends among the Form 4’s are always the least. So to tell you the truth, if you ARE reading this, I’ve nothing mush to lose. Yes I know I still got another year to go, BUT, I’ve went through it once. I fear not to go through it again.

Finally, he asks me to stop visiting his blog, fulfil his request and shame not the name of 4S1 or Titus. Is this how you treat your readers! How insulting! I can visit any blog in want and since when you voice out any request. And for reader’s information, I’m not acting on name of 4S2 when I type my post in my blog, including this one. I’m acting on my own accords. BUT, he is acting on the behalf of the Exxon and carrying the name of 4S1 when he is doing his ‘speech’ during the Fashion Competition + Show. Well for shaming the name Titus part, I can’t deny it. For I do shame the name of Emperor Titus. Ah well, for being a stubborn person, I still refused to change my blogging name Titus…... Very well then (for the don’t know how many times), I’ll try to view back and analysis the ‘requests’ you’ve made and TRY to fulfill it. I’m sorry if you think I shame the name of 4S2 and Titus.

A site I see

2009-08-25T06:31:00.000-07:00

A few Connaughtian readers might have found out this 'interesting' blog by now. It runs with the URL http://vile-scouting.blogspot.com/ written and edited by a person or a group of people who name themselves as Vile.

According to Longman of Contemporary English, vile means extremely unpleasant or bad; evil or immoral. Just like the name itself, vile was the articles. The personality of vile also runs in the blood of the author/authors.

Never mind, that’s not the main point.

You might the find unpleasantness in the articles. But I can tell you, the ‘articles’ written are actually pointless. The articles have nothing to say. More like saying nothing in the articles.

Puh-lease, don’t try to insult the beauty of blogging.

Some of you might think I’m also doing the same thing, but I can assure you that both of our activities are TOTALLY different.

Although I still can’t see where YET. lolz

Moving on…

I have reasons to believe that Vile is not very good in British English which is the ‘type’ of English we are currently learning. Based on the English typed by Vile, I believe this person or group of people watch a lot of American movie because the way Vile write, type and spoke inside the articles, is very American.

Although I still don’t have solid proof YET, I already got a few suspects myself.

Next,

For the people who had read and visited the site, you might find that I was link as the ‘brother link’. I don’t what a ‘brother link’ means but I can assure you that I have NOTHING to do with this site at all.

I don’t even know why he or they put my link there. He or they must have lost his or their mind.

Finally, you might find that most of the Connaughtian bloggers who had visited the site discourage people to visit the site. But I find this site quite useful and funny. It proves how an idiot a person or a group OF people can be.

Seriously, I can’t believe there is this ‘type’ of people living on planet Earth. No wonder the World is going to the dogs. Lolz.

To see things in the seed, that is genius.
-Laozi

PS: Those who get what the statement above means, you'll know what I'm planning ahead.

Blogging

2009-08-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

Thank God…
I was sick previously and thought I got myself infected with H1N1.

Never mind about that, let’s forget all those. Now let’s see…

-fashion show, sick, unable to comment.
-fire drill, waste of time
-hari ko-kurikulum, boooooring.

Yep, due to the sickness I can’t do a feedback survey about the fashion show and it’s too late to do it after I went back to school. So, They are in luck this time. Good for Them, bad for me… Ah well, life goes on as they say. So let’s talk about other things…

Let’s talk about a post I saw in the URL http://dicewithlife.blogspot.com …

The post runs with the name Weird Bloggers.

So if you are NOT too thick to get it, this post’s ‘function’ is to talk back, rebuke or whatever you want to call it as long as it means fight back, the post Weird Bloggers.

Let see, hmm…

I was describe as the maniac who claimed himself as God and even curse people by using vulgar words and teach the people he hated of how to kill himself in a better way. Wow, not really the description I imagined, but it’ll do.

He seems to have a problem in reading my posts which contain words which brings discomfort to his and some people’s eyes. Sometimes I really wonder, is the school nowadays very pressuring? Or is the radioactivity in the computers and other technology nowadays very strong? THEY SEEM DON’T HAVE A FUCKING PAIR OF EYE AND A DARN BRAIN WHICH IN THE NAME GOD SEEM TO FUNCTIOON PROPERLY!

FOR COUNTLESS OF TIMES, I SAID IT AGAIN AND AGAIN, MY BLOG WILL NOT BE TABOOED JUST TO LOOK PLEASANT!

Sorry for the ‘burst’ just now, let’s go back to the main point. He got a problem with my posts and yadda-yadda-yadda. These are the people whom I will laugh at and call ‘bodoh punya anjing’. I’ve already set up a pop-up to warn any readers about the words which will be appearing in my blog. If you choose to ignore it, then is not my fucking darn problem. But I need to thank him for seeing me as a GOOD boy in school. (cewah…perasan!)

Of course I got a lot advices from the others to write in a sugar, spice and everything nice way. But, people who know me will know I’m a stubborn person. It’s like trying to pull a cow down a flight of stairs. (lolz) Ah well, if I got the guts to write it, I’ll have the guts to face the consequences of it. OK, next…

Like he said, unless my understanding skills had decreases, blogs are to express without hurting people physically. That’s what I did in my blog, isn’t it. Only I did it in a much aggressive and unpleasant way. You got a problem with that man? You want us bloggers to, what is that again, be a man, dude. Have a talk face to face! Naturally, I’m always ready for such a face off. Only, I’m afraid that you don’t have the guts to do it.

Of all those things he wrote in the post, I still like this the most. I witness how blog is transformed and become a dreadful weapon to hurt or even backstab others. Oh…puh-lease…did you even study your History well? One of the Nipponese successful reasons in invading Malaysia is using propaganda. Where people are brainwashed to believe they are Good Guys.

This is 21st century, bonehead, the age where media rules most of peoples mind! Articles, propaganda and news nowadays are used as personal arsenal or weaponry to self-defense and attack others!

Same situation here, only we are not aiming to cause World War 3. Naturally, the ‘chaos’ and ‘havoc’ caused here, have obviously show, with just a simple few words and lines, the world can turn upside down by it. That’s why a lot strong forces nowadays is still scared of the ‘destructive power’ these 26 alphabets.

Still, I keep to 1 policy: No names are mentioned.

I just HINTED in my posts. The people got problem and making a lot of ‘sound’ are the ones who are guilty, logically.

Claiming as God is an activity I did not do. I didn’t even know why he put it there. Must’ a have type it wrongly. Teaching the person I hate how to kill them is just a bad joke. A very bad and lame joke. I told in my profile, I got NO sense of humour. And trying to gain attention of Erik the Phantom?! Is this how you show respect to your seniors?! Outrageous!

Conclusively, terrorists bomb here and there, kill how many people, 100? 200? See what these 26 alphabets can do. With just a word, a sentence, a line or an article, it can cause devastating effect on the tidings of the world.

Never underestimate the power of wordings.

Notice

2009-08-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

I'm going to let my blog 'hibernate' for a while...

Will be quite busy these few months...

A message to 'Annoyed'…

2009-08-14T07:50:00.000-07:00

Dear 'Annoyed':

Firstly, I want to say I’m VERY happy to such ‘loyal’ reader for my blog. BUT,

Seriously you need to go and see a doctor, psychiatrist, or just go to any hospital to seek for medical help. You are SICK! Symptoms which show you ARE sick are:

1. You have problem in UNDERSTANDING proper English, although you CAN write in English.

2. You have problem READING English, although (once again) you seem to have the tendency to write well in it.

3. You have a serious case of eyesight problem. You seem unable to see the words BELOW the Alphabet Letters PS!

If precautionary steps are not taken, you’ll be harm to the society, the people around you and yourself.

IF you are not SICK,

THEN FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE!
DON’T MAKE YOUR LIFE MISERABLE!

READING EVERY SINGLE PERSON I LINK TO AND COMMENTED THEIR BLOG,
THAT SHOWS YOU SUFFERED FROM A SERIOUS HEAD INJURY MAN/WOMAN！

IF you DO have such FREE leisure time,
try doing SOMETHING ELSE!
I came up with a few ‘ideas’ JUST FOR YOU!

1. You can be Famous after you did this!

You can start by JUMPING OFF KLCC. You enjoy the short moment of breeze and scenery in KL just before you hit the ground! You will also be FAMOUS for doing that since KLCC is one of Malaysia’s landmarks. You’ll be first in the History of Malaysia to do IT! Your name will be FOREVER recorded in the Malaysia’s Guinness Books of Records!

2. You will feel closer to the Origin of Life!

If you like be closer to Mother Nature, try DROWNING YOURSELF IN YOUR WATERBOTTLE. Everyone who studied will know that our Earth is consisting of 75% of water. Therefore, water can be counted as Mother Nature herself. Drowning in the sea, lake, river or swimming pool is too CLASSICAL & BOOORING. Let’s try something new by thinking of a way to drown yourself in your water-bottle! It’s creative and never been done before! Try it and you’ll see (or NOT) the impact of the news to the WORLD. You’ll be saluted worldwide as the student who is capable to drown in their own water-bottle.

3. You will closer to Home-Sweet-Home when you conduct this…

If you prefer in the slow, painful and classical way of dieing, I suggest SLITING YOUR LEFT WRIST OR YOUR THROAT! You start with a kitchen knife, razor or just a simple Swiss Army Pocket Knife. You will be ‘enjoying’ the slow, painful feelings which signify you as still a human before you die. A VERY-VERY memorable event!

IF YOU NEED HELP IN THESE ‘JUST-FOR-YOU (Annoyed)-BENEFITIAL-ACTIVITY’, DON’T HESITATE OR FEEL SHY TO ASK FOR HELP!

OR

IF YOU CAME UP WITH A MORE CREATIVE OR EXTREME ‘JUST-FOR-YOU (Annoyed)-BENEFITIAL-ACTIVITY’, ALSO DO NOT FEEL SHY TO VOICE IT OUT LOUD!

ME AND MY GANG WILL BE MORE THAN WILLING TO HELP YOU!

‘Sincerely’
Titus,
Owner/Master of Du Vrangr Gata.

Blood Thirst

2009-08-13T07:07:00.001-07:00

I want the Frozen Steel Sword to be my right arm
I want the Cold Iron Shield to be my left hand
I want the Armor of Darkness equipped to my body
I want the Helmet of Domination on my head

With these Relics,

I can cause Their Blood to flow
I can cause Pain in Their mind
I can create Misery in Their life

The enjoyment?

I want to hear Them Scream
I want to see Them Dieing BUT not Dead
I want Them to beg for Mercy
I want Them to live in Agony
I want Them to kneel before me

Finally, after all the enjoyment and pleasure of seeing IT,
I want Them Dead.

Unleash Thyself

2009-08-11T08:33:00.000-07:00

Models are recruited;
But the walkway is not built...
Performances are arranged;
But the selling tickets are not good enough…
Will this a successful event?
Or it’ll just be a disappointing programme…

As every Connaughtian knows, this Saturday night (15/08/09), our school is conducting another Saturday Nite Live activity for us. A fashion competition show conducted by our very own Sonny Biz Enterprise or known as Exxon Mobil.

Once again, curiousity drives me do A BIT of ‘poking’ around. I find the ‘general picture’ of this Saturday’s event a bit …… creative and unique (in nicer words), remarkable and unusual (in casual way), tosh and weird (based on my feelings).

For reader’s information, ‘translated’ from the poster above and results of my ‘research’, this event involves a fashion show, a fashion competition, performances and the coming of some XXX YB.

There some ‘glitches’ beneath the beautiful posters and persuasive advertisements.

1. Original numbers of models required is 50 BUT 70+ ‘models are recruited.

After doing some ‘interview’, the Exxons explain the incident as an accident and steps are taken to ‘repair’ the situation.

2. Performances vary from the ex-students of our school to some performances coming SMK Mutiara. But, is 4 hours enough to finish everything?

Assuming the Exxons ‘fixed’ their numbers of models problem and there is only 50 models doing the show/competition, each models taking up 5 minutes to walk to and fro on the runway.

Basic calculation of multiplication and division shows that ONLY the walking of the models already took up 4.167 hours! How are the Exxons going to ‘fixed’ this problem let’s wait and see.

3. Runways are not built!

Another (estimation) 84 hours for them to build an I/T shape runway inside the hall, if they fully used the 24 hours in a day. Is it possible for them to achieve that in such a short period of time?

The trainers of the models haven’t even heard of a runway with that shape before! Will this affect the performance of the models in cat-walking?

4. Tickets are not selling fast enough!

I heard from ‘a little birdie’ that the tickets sold are just 100+ while our hall can fit way more than that. The Exxons hope that this is just a symptom of M’sia Culture – last minute buying.

The amount of money profited so far is still 10000+ (if the ‘birdie’ is not wrong) while our school got a good head start (Carnival Day) comparing to other schools. Does this prove that our school’s Exxon is not good enough? But our school came into 2nd place last year. What does it implicate?

So many challenges yet so little time…
To keep it up or not is time to choose…

PS:
I’ll post my opinions on this event later some day.
The information in this post MIGHT change from time to time.

So keep an eye out. Both if you can spare them.

Julius Ceasar Ep 5 + Others

2009-08-11T08:26:00.001-07:00

The War had ended.
A new rule has begun.
But, winds of battles are gathering.
Rebellions are assembling……

After the memorable event of the Prefect Election Ceremony AND my express of disagreement and unsatisfactory in the Election in my bog during Friday, I was condemned by the looks of His supporter’s during Monday (As if I cared). For I insulted their Hero, their Idol, their Angel in my Bog. An interesting question had been raised by Julius Caesar which once again shows the quality of power-hunger among some of the Prefects.

Below is the short and slightly edited conversation between Me (T) and Mr. Caesar (C). Naturally, the dialogue is edited based on my understanding of his sentence.

A: I’ve read your bog. It’s interesting. Great observation and analysis.

T: Thanks. I’m speaking from my heart.

C: Actually, have any of you think about the after effects of the people who read the post?

T: Of course. Either the people will hate me or the people will gain ‘Enlightenment’.

C: OK, the fact people will hate you cannot be denied. But don’t think it’ll just affect you. I think it’ll affect everyone in the school.

T: Elaborate.

C: OK, what if the people who read your blog gain ‘Enlightenment’?

After listening to that sentence, I was like OK~, is that a bad thing? But of course, I did not voice out there, I voice it out Here.

So, Mr. Caesar does not wish people to gain ‘Enlightenment’ about the story behind the scene. I think that OBVIOUSLY shows that SOME of the Prefects wish to hide the Story from public because that will ensure their iron grip on the students.

What does this show?

This shows how a person will change just to taste the sweetness of Power.
This shows how Power can corrupt a person’s mind.
This shows the things a person will do just to gorge the lust of Power.
That shows how a person will do ANYTHING just to ensure their dominance among the weak.

Power is a strong and dangerous thing.
It can bring a person to the very peak of the Heaven.
It can also cast a person down to the deepest, darkest Hell.

Notice

2009-08-10T08:34:00.000-07:00

From: Titus

Again and again I’ve to repeat to you that it’s not MY FAULT if you do not like my posts. I did not force you to read it. Before you enter my blog, I’ve already set a pop-up which gives you the warning concerning about the ‘types’ of word which will appear in my blog. For the FINAL time I warn you, if you do not like my posts, then stop visiting my blog. I WILL NOT Taboo myself just to make my blog look nicer.

To: Readers of Du Vrangr Gata

Rage, Fury & Anger

2009-08-06T22:42:00.000-07:00

My current mood now, fuckin' fucked up.
First the Results @ Yacob Latif & now THIS!

Unfairness! Injustice! How the fuck can he be do such things & he still wants to be the Head Prefect! Edbert might be less popular than U but that does not mean that he can be pushed around like a rag doll! U are lucky that I'm not Edbert or I'll fight with u face-to-face (not physically, too bad)!

I spit on U !
I look down on U !
I despise U !
I regret shedding kindness upon your days...

U say u want to make the school a better place. BUT your actions do not prove THAT. U had your chances but u failed! Others who are better than U should have their chances.

This election has shown the true colours of yourself towards the whole school.
This election has shown the injustice system which will be practiced in the future of Connaught.

The Dark Dawn has finally arrived.
Biasness is practiced.
Rights are ignored.
Chances are taken away.

I still care for your dignity and honor in my previous posts. BUT now, I see that U are not worth my worry. The Secret that U try to conceal will be reveal in THIS post.

I know that U begged the AJKT's & the teachers to give U edbert's post! I know that U said that u feel useless in the the position of Head of Security. I know that U persuaded, poisoned and pressured the Authorities to give u what u want!I know that U blinded the Chinese Student Community with your sweetened forked tongue. I know U 'brainwashed' the peers who share the same class U.

Did U know your actions show how PATHETIC U are!
Do U know that your actions have kindled a Flame in the hearts of Edbert's few but passionate supporters!

I've tasted the bitterness of defeat but I didn't do what like U do...

I've tasted the bitterness of loneliness so I FEAR NOT the pain of Isolation any longer...

Prove to me that U are innocent IF U dare!
Prove to me that U are the man U said U are!
Prove to me that U were just in what U did!
Prove to me that I'm wrong!

My voice

2009-08-04T08:35:00.000-07:00

Now my role in THIS post is just a student voicing out what he thinks.

I think that each candidate has their own abilities and uniqueness.

For example:

Lim Ben-Jie: He excels in the skills of communication and resources. Can stay friendly with the students while get things done.

Edbert Chia: He never overdone ANYTHING asked by the teachers. He just does what he’s asked for. This is what I will call a typical Prefect.

Shubashini: A strict Prefect which is a very good asset in controlling the discipline of the students. She also plays an important role in controlling the Indians.

Yap Yow Chun: He’s part Edbert and Ben-Jie himself. He doesn’t overdone things and also quite friendly with the students while get things done.

Lee Chin Yung: Famous in leadership and planning. He’s active in co-curriculum (maybe a bit TOO active) and good in studies as well. This is what I will call an ALMOST perfect student.

Nur Shahida: She plays an important role in controlling the Malays since IF I’m not mistaken; the Malays are sometime reluctant to listen to the Prefects.

Now with Ben-Jie as the Head Prefect, I think the school authority has a new definition for Prefects. Since I’ve said that Mr. Lim is excel in communication skills, I think the school authority thinks that Prefects are not supposedly be hated by the students.

With the new ‘visi’ in the Principal’s mind, to become a ‘sekolah kluster’, I THINK she thinks that the school is OK with the student’s discipline for our school is famous for the strictness in students discipline. She wishes that the students can be closer or what Edbert will say to have a closer bonding with the students. So in future, Prefects and students can cooperate more effectively.

With a higher cooperation between the students and the Prefects, our school can reach the ‘visi’ more quickly. Therefore, I think they choose Ben-Jie with a hope that he will help them in their effort to do it.

If anyone who is not too thick to realize, you will find that Lim Ben-Jie, Nur Shahida and Yap Yow Chun are Prefects who are better in communication skills comparing to other prefects. Lim Ben-Jie and Yap Yow Chun are already commented on the top the post about their communication skills.

Shahida is a VERY-VERY important person if the statement above IS the school’s plan. She’s the ‘bridge’ between the Malay student communities with the school authorities

I say something like that is just simply because that she is capable of speaking fluent Chinese, Malay and English. She is Malay, which make her job easier to be done among the Malay community, and she’s a Prefect which ‘links’ the Malay community with the school authority.

So, I think that this batch of Prefects which emphasis in communication skills will a make HUGE difference in the history of Prefectorial Board and SMKTC.

Comments and Opinions from the Public

2009-08-04T08:28:00.000-07:00

I’ve done a few ‘interviews’ among the pupil and this is how they answer.

Question asked: What do you think about the new batch of Prefects leaded by Ben-Jie?

“I believe that this new batch of Prefects can make a different in the school…”

“I’m quite OK with Ben-Jie on the top. Don’t be always Chin-Yung in everything. Other people might be better than him…”

“I voted for Chin-Yung during the election because I believe that he can cope with the work because he has past experience BUT SINCE Ben-Jie is the one, I’ve also no problem with that…”

“I voted for Ben-Jie because Chin-Yung held to many post! Or else I’ve voted for him because he’s an ex-Head Prefect once…”

“I’m quite glad that Ben-Jie made it to the top. He’s such a friendly person…”

PS:
These comments & Opinions are NOT my creation or imagination!
It’s what the pupil said!
Most of the comments DID come back with the name Chin Yung & Ben-Jie in it!
My role in THIS post is just a ‘war journalist/reporter’!

Julius Caesar Ep.4

2009-08-04T08:24:00.000-07:00

Things are getting murkier and complicated. Mr. Caesar’s mind is working in a new and deeper way. A way that’s uncommon towards him.

His plans no one can know for certain. But, I THINK I can get the general picture.

His plan (IF I’m not wrong) is to oppose the new batch of Power face-to-face. Due to certain past event which I can’t reveal, he is NOT afraid to do ANYTHING now as long as he reaches his Goal.

If I’m not mistaken (again), he once said that means (from the translation of his words) that under the new batch of Power, the school can’t reach a whole new level. He believes Mr. Casca can do the job better (read Ep. 3).

Logically, his Goal is to make a Change a.k.a. Metamorphosis in the school.

Finally, his ‘warning’ now to the new Power is either he brings us all down (which he, himself will bring havoc to school if that is done) or he unites us all together (which I believe is hard).

Our colourful class

2009-08-03T06:18:00.000-07:00

We are asked by Pn. Shanthi and Pn. Chan to win the class deco. competition for the title Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa.

We are not that enthusiastic in winning this competition in the beginning until our class teacher; Pn. Chan says that winning this competition can increase our chance in winning the Class of The Year competition which our class is only few marks behind 5S2.

Pn. Shanthi in other hand, wants us to win the competition because our class is thought by her and she is one of the teachers who are in charge of the Keceriaan Sekolah sort of thing.

Of course, with the exams in our bag, we decided not to take actions until we finished the exams. It’s also counted as a plan not to put up anything just in case our rivals excel us and our decorations got ‘demolished’, ‘destroyed’ and ‘disintegrated’ by the afternoon sessions.

Just like I expected in the beginning of the year, we, 4S2 are quite unique. We will not pull together until the very breaking point. Almost like the event of Carnival Day, only this time we planned everything in the beginning but ‘construction’ will only begin in the very end.

Luckily, we manage to pull it off. Unfortunately, the Judges we expect to appear did not do so. Looking on the bright side, I think we are the only class who do this and the deco.s are still up. XD

As a ‘dessert’, our class got a one-sided love case and the ‘main character’ is someone unexpected. Make a vote on who do you think is the person!

PS: Photos are taken with Ms. Seow Lai Yee's camera.

Julius Caesar Ep. 3

2009-08-03T06:12:00.000-07:00

Before the revealing of the Result, I’ve asked Mr. Caesar himself that what he expect from the future leader? Below is a short, minor-ly EDITED dialog between me and Mr. Caesar.

“So, Mr. Caesar, who do you want to be the Head Prefect?”

“I prefer Casca to be the Connaughtians future Head Prefect because in my opinion, not all of them can cope with the work of the Head Prefect as well as him.”

“OK, let’s say IF someone made it and the person is not Mr. Casca. What will be your future plan?”

“I’ll still do my work as long as they DO NOT interfere with the things which they give the responsibility to me. If they do, I make sure they’ll suffer for their actions.”

“I see. Thanks for the comments”

In another word, Julius Caesar will obey to no one except Mr. Casca himself. Spicy temper isn't it.

For reader’s information (if you do care), there are parts of the conversation which are hidden from public’s knowledge. Without Mr. Caesar’s permission, I cannot reveal those parts.

A New Dawn has arrived…

2009-08-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

After a long time of waiting, the Connaughtians has finally knows who are leading the school to a new level.

I was informed by the prefects (actually I asked them myself) that they will have a meeting after school which they will announce the Result. Of course, curious as new born pup, I started bombarding every single prefect I saw. Some of them did not know because they are not one of the, what we call the AJKTs. The one who knows refuse to open their Golden Mouth.

‘Sheesh~ I have ways to know things myself,’ I thought.

At last after all the questioning, one of them said that we Drama team rocks. I was like ‘OK~, I think I know who it is…’ No offence but Edbert if you are reading this, you are not the first person that came across my mind. So there is only Lim Ben Jie left.

So my so-called-calculation came into being… Ben Jie IS the new Head Prefect. Deputies Head Prefect are followed by Nur Shahida and Yap Yow Chun (a.k.a. MU fan by the Form 5s).

Sadly for the ex-Head Prefect (during Form 2), Joseph Lee Chin Yung, he did not get what he craved (I think). Sorry man…

But of so many news I receive today, the happiest part is still Yap Yow Chun had make it to the Deputies! Just like what Pn. Chan said, let the others have a chance, they also can make a difference.

Once again, congratulations to the new batch of Prefects who will be leading the school!

The Time Draws Near

2009-08-01T00:09:00.000-07:00

By next Monday, the name of new Head Prefect will be announced.
By next Monday, the new Head Prefect will gain full authority over the other Prefects.
By next Monday, a new batch of leaders will rise and lead the school.

Would they make a change? Or they will keep things as they are now…

"The Elder Days are gone. The Middle Days are passing. The Younger days are beginning…" - The Lord of The Rings, J.R.R. Tolkien

Lament for the Drama Team

2009-07-29T07:38:00.000-07:00

Time stopped ticking...
Adrenaline stopped pumping...
Heartbeats slowed...
Breathing stilled...
Fire in the heart extinguished...
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All the time used………….wasted
All the efforts placed……...wasted
All the hope and dreams…..forgotten
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Speechless in the mouth
Blank at the face
Weak at the heart
Tired at the body
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I wish to cry but no tears flowed
I wish to talk but no words came
I wish to walk but no strength produced
I wish to be angry but no anger rise
I wish to know why but no reason came
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Are we not loud enough? “No” Pn. Lim , said.
Are we not dramatic enough? “No” Pn. Lim , said.
Are we not emotional enough? “No”, Pn. Lim said.
Are we not natural enough? “No”, Pn. Lim said.
Are we not good enough? “No”, Pn. Lim said.
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But we loss
We loss to the other teams without knowing the reasons
We loss to the other schools without knowing why
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Pn. Lim just said
They are better…

Acculumation of Votes

2009-07-19T22:37:00.000-07:00

Last Friday, we, the Connaughtions realize the nature and dreams of our future leaders.

First to do his pep talk : Lim Ben Jie

I can't remeber most of his words (95%) because I ain't paying any attention...
But I remeber something about mengharumkan nama sekolah and something of that sort...

Opinion: *Yawn*..... Boring ~..... I almost fell asleep....

Second : Shubashini

She started with a background talk...
When I say background talk, I do mean background as in how many siblings she has and some other stuff...
Then she got stuck in a few lines and ended abruptly...

Opinion: Sheesh! Who wants to know your family... We just want to know can you work or not... The speech is still merely OK but with an abrupt ending..... Terrible!

Third : Yap Yow Chun

He's speech is actually will be good if he's NOT keep on looking at the script. He is like talking for a few seconds then take out the script to read. At least his ending is OK. Only he added with 'MU winning Malaysia soccer team'.

Opinion: WalauA... Who cares whether MU win or not. It's like we are gambling... But I still like the way he communicate with the other students (= P... I'm being an oxymoron again). It's quite friendly and obeying the rules at the same time.

Fourth : Edbert Chia

The very moment he hold the mic., 95% of the students in the hall 'boo-ed' him. He didn't get disencourage. But carry on with his speech about forming a tighter bond between the students and the prefects. His speech ended, quite surprisingly, with claps.

Opinion: Wow, he had really learned to be thick-faced. When the people 'boo-ed' him, he says: Thank you for the support. While the 'old' him will surely collapsed and never rise up again. I also find his words quite true. There must be a closer bond between the prefects and the students if the school wish to be the same level with VI or SAB or SBS.

Fifth : Joseph Lee

His speech is quite aggresive this time. Same tactic like Eric last time. Ended with claps.

Opinion: What a mother fuckker, who 'promotes' themselves that way to get votes? it was like I hold this post, I hold that post, I am this, I am that... Sheesh! I won't vote for a person with a speech like that. Although this might show you can work but this also show you are arrogant!

Final: Nur Shahida

Nuetral speech.

Opinion: None because I ain't listening.

Drama Competition

2009-07-17T08:33:00.000-07:00

Adrenalin was pumping throughout my whole body…

All sort of thoughts came in and out of my mind…

Rate of breathing increased…

That was me yesterday, the day where weeks of hard work will prove how much we, the Drama Team have learnt. We want to win and we will…

The clock struck 1 a.m., I was still not able to close my eyes. The moment I do that, insane ideas and thoughts will flow into my mind like the tide of the sea. I kept staring at the ceiling until tiredness overcame my fear.

The time was 4.45 a.m. Surprisingly, I’m not sleepy. I can’t even get a wink because of the tension. After the usual preparations are done, I try to recall my lines… What the fuck, I can’t even remember what am I suppose to say and when to say... ‘Never mind, it’ll come back to me in time.’ I told myself.

The first thing I do reach school was I bought chocolates. I don’t know about you guys but I found that choc. has a calming effect on me. The bus came and we realized something, we are missing some important make-up and props… Damn! After all these weeks of hard work… No… we will not let that happen… We will not let these obstacles bring us down… A back-up plan came up… The make-up part, the back-up plan was better than the original plan. The props part, we just use what’s available to us…

We reached the school by 8.30 a.m. as written in the letter. The teams before us had arrived. Then news came… We were actually School 6, fortunately or unfortunately I no longer care, 2 schools before us pulled out which make School 6 but 4th performance. And the 1st team was already acting when we arrived.

We dressed up and have our make-up done as fast as possible. Luckily we have a group of excellent make-up artists, hair stylists. So, it doesn’t take us a very long time to touch up everything. LOLZ

For readers info. , our school’s traditional drama rivals are SAB & SBS. Who are damn excellent + elite. Of course, we are not far behind.

Our turn came. I can’t describe the feelings, the tension and the rush of adrenalin that time. I can just tell you, we are almost as good as the ‘S’s (No offence meant). Our teacher was happy with our performance, the 4 observers gave us good comments and the audience was mesmerized by our performance.

The SBS performance turned out to be the best of the 7 schools competiting. Seriously, the audience including us can’t take our eyes off their performance.
After the performances, the hard part just began. The judges who were 2 Indians and 1 Malay took off to discuss about the results.

15 minutes gone… 30 minutes passed by… 45 minutes is passing by…

The others were taking photos, chit-chatting, laughing at Gabrielle’s jokes, etc.etc. I was sitting in the front, can’t talk or speak… The tension came to me again… The nightmare repeated in my mind again…

At last, almost one hour of waiting, to judges came back… The hall was silence… All of us, waiting, praying, hoping and crossing our fingers.

The judge gave a short speech and the moment of truth came…

‘The best performer goes to……… Miss X from SBS! ’
‘The best script goes to……………Miss Y from SBS! ’
‘Of all the make-up today, the best make-up goes to Mr. Sung’s wife, Mrs. Sung from School 6! ’

We were clapping like crazy because Mrs. Sung was meant to be a bitchy woman and have an inch thick make-up. Mrs. Sung (Nicole) stood up and gave a wave and a bow. The Malay boys of other schools who are behind were like ‘Ya, Allah…’ Too bad, they didn’t prepare a prize for that…

‘In 3rd place……………… SAB! ’
‘In 2nd place……………… SMK……………..Sekolah Menegah…………’

Shit! Get over with the suspense!
We were all crossing our fingers and…

‘In 2nd place……………… Sekolah Menegah Taman Connaught! ’

We were like lunatics, clapping for ourselves and doing our ‘battle-cry’ because we know, all those hard work and time, pay off with a good prize…

The 1st place was won by SBS (as expected).

Since we won the inter-school competition, now we are going to win again in the inter-zone competition because we know that WE CAN DO THIS!
WE WILL WIN AGAIN!
GLORY FOR THE CONNAUGHTIONS…

For more photos, bloopers and other stuff, please click on the name 'Nicole'....

SMKTC's HM is leaving...

2009-07-13T07:48:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether this is a good news or a bad news. Our headmistress, Pn. Radiah is going to leave us in another few more weeks time. She will teaching in another school.

She came to our school 2 years ago. She was nominated by the Ministry of Education to be our Headmistress after the departure of Datin Norihan, our ex-headmistress.

Actually, I can't say much about her.

She's old (A LOT of wrinkles)
She's experienced(I think)
She's open-minded (in some ways)
She's a typical Malay (Duh)

Since I don't know much about her, so I can't say that her departure will bring massive effect to the school or not... One thing for sure is, let's hope the Ministry of Education not to send another old person to be our principal.

LOL....

Julius Ceasar LIVE in SMKTC Ep.2

2009-07-13T07:39:00.000-07:00

After his/her long holiday, Prefect X a.k.a. Julius Ceasar is back in action. His/her meditation seems to work after all. He/she complain no more or say anything about the 'future generation' list. But, he/she had decided that things cannot let it be... He/she want revenge... As people always say, revenge is sweet. Now he/she want to take revenge to people who had and has betrayed him. Now he/she trust no more people. Now he/she is planning...

What will happen to the people who had and has betrayed him?
What will happen to the school's new Prefectorial Board?
Can our 'future leaders' stand against the plot Prefect X is planning?

Stay tuned to find out more on Julius Ceasar LIVE in SMKTC ...

PS: Everything written inside here is just from my personal view.
PPS: Entertainment usage only.
PPPS: No offences meant.

Death of Michael Joseph Jackson

2009-07-10T09:07:00.000-07:00

The world stopped spinning for a few moments when the News report about the death of Michael Jackson.

Michael Jackson a.k.a. MJ a.k.a. King of Pop is one of the greatest artist ever lived in this world. No matter where you go, when you asked about MJ, everyone can tell you his hitz, his wealth, his charity work and his iconic move-The Moon Walk.

The world will surely miss this King -the King who united the whole world, the King who had done more charity work than any other pop singer and the King who love nothing more than his children, family members, friends and fans.

Although he has gone for a grater journey, his songs and memories will lived as long as long human exist.

May you rest in Peace.
May you be blessed by the Creator.
May you live forever in the Land Eternal Happiness.

You are never alone…

Choosing of Head Prefect Prt 2

2009-07-10T07:32:00.000-07:00

My previous post had talk about the injustice system which is now being run by the schools in Malaysia, Ben-Jie continued to question my way of solution since I’m such a hard person to be pleased and satisfied.

I told him that I want a Republic.

The best example of this system is The Republic of Rome. Rome was once a Republic until Julius Caesar rises as a dictator and started the monarchy system.

While the Republic of Rome is run by a group of Senators, the Republic of SMKTC is run by a group of trusted prefects selected by the teachers (T & C applied). These prefects duty is not only to help the teachers to run the school but also to represent the students. The duty of a prefect to help the teachers will not change. The only difference is that the selected prefects will be representing the students.

The students will make a proposal meeting with them. They will consider the students proposal and make a decision by not more than 3 voting meetings. If the motion is passed, they (Prefects a.k.a. Senators) will bring the proposal to the teachers in charge and let the teachers do the final decision. When then decision is made, the Senators will announce the results.

Singapore runs a system of Head Boys and Girls. The Head Boys Head Girls will represent any students with a suggestion, an idea or request. While Singapore’s Head Boys and Girls are sometimes students, we will be using Prefects.

Reasons of using Prefects:
1. They grated with a certain authority which eases them to do this job.
2. They are easier to be approached by the students since most of the students tend to fear the teachers.
3. They are trusted by the highest authority
4. They are the highest in ranking among the students community.

Terms and conditions:
1. The prefects chosen cannot hold posts in their co-curriculum activities / Prefectorial Board / class
- They’ll be very busy, stress, tend to miss meetings and hand in a lousy job if they don’t pass the first condition.
- This will present more chances for the other Prefects to learn.
- The efficiency can be maintained.
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2. The prefects chosen musts not only from a particular class.
-Every class must have a representative prefect is possible to ensure the fairness.
- If there is no prefect in that particular class, elect one among the students but only have the authority as a member Senate.

3. The prefects chosen must have no problems in their studies.
-This is to ensure that the academic of the prefect is not affected seriously by the meetings of the Republic.

Others:
1. Every student has the right to propose.
2. Every proposal must not be violating the school rules in any way.
3. Each Senator is equal and has the right to speak during meetings.
4. The Senators must have a final decision by the third meeting within 3 weeks. If the voting is still a draw, the proposal will be hand in to the teacher in charge.
5. Any decision made the teacher is final.

Choosing of Head Prefect Prt 1

2009-07-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

It was Monday when Ben-Jie ask for my opinion about the candidates of new Head Prefect. He ask who will I vote. I told him No-One. Why, he asked. (The culture of voting started last year for everyone's information.) I told him is useless for the practice of dictatorship will continue.

According to Longman Dictionary, dictatorship mean a single ruler or group with complete power. What I view from a student's point of view is that prefects of SMKTC has a full support from the school authorities, PIBG and especially the Head of Discipline [Mr. John Toh (with all due respect)]. In a another way, they are given a lot power, a lot of power indeed...

Some, OK fine they are doing a very good job. When a student commit something which abuse the school rules, they arrest them. I got nothing to say... BUT some among these Prefects misuse their privileges, this Trust. These Misusers, sometime got carried away by their own duty and responsibilities. For example, one of the many 'sport checks' done in our school, X is caught. He's in the back classes and some of the Prefects just LOVE to catch back classers. So he was caught. Although he's in the back classes, he kept a quite a good record for his tidiness.

Unfortunately, that day he was caught by Prefect Z. He was caught for wearing fashion pants - low hips (not). Seriously, the way he wear his pants is exactly the same how all the boys in our school wear their pants. So, he was bought to the Head of Discipline. X try to explain but Mr. John just said: " I believe in my prefects. When they say you are wrong, means you What the Fuck! What kind of world this is. Can't the prefects make mistakes?! So, X's name was recorded and Z was nominated as the most hated prefect of all time. *.

This shows how the Head of Discipline fully trust the Prefects.

Annual Dinner is the common thing being heard around the school if you are in a society, club or any co-curriculum activity. But of so many clubs and society, why only the Prefects got a bit of financial help from the PIBG? When the non-prefect group apply for PIBG financial help in their Annual Dinner, the request will be rejected or no reply. The reason of rejection is the there is no more fund in the PIBG. What a coincidence! When the prefects apply, there's always cash around. The other reason is the Prefects helped and is helping the school a lot. What kind of reason is this? Other clubs or society also help the school by raising the school's name when they went for competition.

This shows how the PIBG trusted the Prefects

Prefects sometimes has meeting during study time. When the teacher (most of it) hear is a Prefect, they are allowed to went out. But the this does not apply for others.

This shows how the school authorities trusted the prefects.

The prefects are suppose to 'govern' the school with justice. They are also given full authority to hand out punishment based on the crime done. In other word, 'dictatorship', since no others but them can do that.The Misusers, will misuse this Trust, Privilege and Power to gain advantage for oneself (most of the times). Therefore, I won't vote since this injustice will not change. As written in the book 'Brisingr' by Christopher Paolini, who watch the Watchers...

* To all prefects who ignore my previous post, the short story serves as a warning about the power of Student News Channel. Never underestimate us (students). This when usually the Cantonese will say: "A drop of saliva from all of us can and will drown you.."

Title-less

2009-07-09T08:14:00.000-07:00

Wow...
So many things happen in a very short period of time...

1. New choosing of Head Prefect (Joseph Lee Chin Yung, Lim Ben Jie, Edbert Chia, Nur Shahida, Yap Yow Chun & Shubashini)

2. Death of Micheal Joseph Jackson (Sad... The World loss another great one)

3. Mathematic and Science change back to BM(motherfucker... suck a lot laa the 'big plan' to increase the standard of our education... )

4. Drama Competition (16/07/2009 @ Yakob Latif)

I'll try to write everything...

(\*/) Prt 3

2009-07-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

Long I've pondered for an answer... An answer it did came... Although I do know my ability to debate comparing to your 'experience' and 'knowledge' of debate is way behind. BUT that does not prove that I will submit that easily...

Once again I'll answer your question one by one...

1. What u know?

What I know is my business and my business only... 河水不犯井水 is the way we've been communicating after all these times... Try not force me... If you do realise after all these years of knowing me (not necessary to be closed friends), 'pulling strings' is one one of my profession. Therefore, information comes from the sources at the end of these strings of mine. Of course, these things comes with a price. But there is still nothing I can't afford so far. (If you're thinking about money, cast away your idea for the bargain is nothing about money)...

Is staying overnight enough to proof you know him better? If it is, then Wayne Loo must have know you quite well for I know he had stay overnight with you... A pair of eyes and a true heart is the requirement you say to 'judge' a person say you (if I get your meaning right, correct me if I'm wrong)... Now how sure are you that I only judge a person by hearing instead of sight and heart... How sure are you that you are not influence by the 'gossips' flying around the school?... For I believe that one has one's own opinion and I HERE, just voice out what I think... Don't tell me how to behave in my own turf... Don't even try... For my wrath is something you do not wish encounter...

2. An investigation that must be unknown...

Do you have the problem with that boy? Do I have to tell you what kind shirt I'm wearing now? Or do I have to tell you when do I went to the toilet? I (once again) tell you that I've my own resources, sources which I can 300% rely on... Posting like an ASS is not my job at the moment and will no be my job ever. So don't you worry, that throne is still available... Fool I might be from your eye, but foolishness can still mended...Casca you are from my sight and Casca's quality is something interesting to study if you get what I mean...

3.Wave effect

As you said, Connaughtians are not all stupid idiotic to believe people easily. But, you 'claim' he is 'detested' by his own 'kin' until he has to 'migrate'... Pah! That's the news which has been 'flying' all around the school and you still claim you stand by his side... You are also the one who say in paragraph 1 last 2 lines that Judge by ur eyes and of course with true heart. Not only just a pair of ears. Your actions now is showing that you are also judging him by your own ears....

You also wrote in paragraph 3 line 9-10 that We trusted him so much until we selected him. Coz we all judge book by cover! So what's your point actually? You want to prove me wrong by commenting I judge someone by hearing and sight... While you, yourself is judging someone by the cover... Not a very wise choice when you trying to prove someone wrong... No wonder our Debate Team lose at the first stage...

4. Chern wei’s dad is OBAMA BARACK!

Although I dream my dad is the President of USA, but I don't think I will claim something that farfetched... Thanks for looking up to my dad anyway...

Back to the main point... Of course no one will believe you assuming you're spreading that kind of news (Yuck!)... The reason there are no believers is because everybody already knows that Mr. Barack (With All Due Respect) is NOT my father, which they ALREADY know that's the truth... If you claim it before Mr. Barack (With All Due Respect) became the President of USA, MAYBE, I repeat, MAYBE someone will have a SLIGHT, TINY, MINUSCULE feeling to believe... Since NOBODY knows him yet...

Is it I the stupid + innocent boy who believe that the current President of USA is my father(not) or is it you who like the others, believe what you see + hear + your own assumption to make your own conclusion about him...

5.The word a

Too bad boy, your reference of dictionary have already given my some doubt about your learning in Debate Team. Since the Examination Board in Malaysia agrees to refer to Longman Dictionary when it comes to English...

But no doubt at all, the general meaning will still be same... For example, when it comes to punishment, will Mr. John (With All Due Respect) cane someone because they talk in the Dewan? (Things might have change, this, I admit that I do not know YET)No. Will the Judge (With All Due Respect) give a death penalty just because you've stolen a pencil? No. Therefore, it meant nothing when you want to calculate every small single mistake he had done... You will just known as an every inch calculative person.That's all nothing serious... Of course you shouldn't (not can't, correction) complaint. Since you've chosen him, meaning you're ready to take the consequences of his actions and things. Your actions only shows that you are a very hard to satisfy person....

6.星星之火可以燎原

My weakness in Chinese got a certain level for your knowledge... Proverbs so far is still within my understanding... So, sorry to disappoint you for not asking you for the meaning...

7.Who says I hated him because of the words in his blog?

Did I say you hated him? No I did not... You assume I say that you hated him for his words... Check back my post if you like... I say nothing of that sort... You confess yourself...

8.words of motivation and explanation

Did you wrote those words, I don't know, only you and the person up there knows.

9. He’d done nothing wrong in blogging

Did I say is a crime in blogging? Did I even say say that you are wrong in condemning or commenting or write watever you think about him is wrong? Or I say that he, writing watever he likes is wrong? No... I did none of that.... So, you not only not answering my question (if i did ask one), it also shows that you nothing more than an ignorant fool...

10. Chinese history

Tut..tut...tut... Your knowledge in Ancient China's History is nothing comparing to mine... I've been studying it for a very long period of time... Murdering is not always death penalty for your information. Treason, treachery and 'selling one's country' as the Cantonese will say are the crimes which mostly is given a death penalty. Death penalty mostly is sentenced when the victim of the murder is from a royal family, ministers, etc.etc. (citizens death are rarely is sentenced death penalty)... While only the murderer's family members is executed... That only happen if and only if The Guilty's wrong doing is very god damn serious...

After all these years, you still don't know me. I'm a very old-fashion person for you information (again). I respect in the old ways where the rules are created by our Elders for certain reason. Although during that period of time, knowledge is scarce. But that those not stop the people of the 21st century to view back and reused what's written... I don't think you do realise that even the people in the West respect and honour the teachings of Confucius...

Your not even answering the topic on "one's deed is a class's fame, while one's crime is a class's shame"... You are just talking about I'm easily influenced by idioms and one's word... Not a very good stand...

11.Who are you to blame the 39 ? Ask yourself or the world.

I'm play the role as a concern friend+wounded person from the heart+free citizen gives me the right to blame anyone I please as long as it did not surpass the limit(which I think I already did... =P) and that is according to the Law of our nation... Therefore for this and only this, I apologise for what I've written...But I still unlike you people 'threw' someone into Hell just because what the person wrote...

12. Suggestion : Be a modern one.

Modern is one thing while forgetting where you're from is another thing...

13. Pls do not bring sensitive issue.

You have every right to stop commenting or seeing my blog. But that doesn't mean that I have Taboo myself just to make my blog look nice...

My turf, My rules....

PS: Nope, sorry to dissapoint you (again) but joining the Debate Team is the last thing I'll do in my life...
PPS: Don't talk about Malaysia's politic in my 'place'...