Feelings in pass 24 hours...

Another day has passed...
The feeling of hurt is still there...

WHY...

Why can't I just forget you...
Why can't I just keep moving on...

Why I still feel sad...
Why I still feel angry...

Why do you need to leave me alone once more...
Why do you need to go without saying goodbye...

Why must you do this to me...
Why must you go...
Why...

I miss your presence...

I miss your voice...

I miss you as good listener...

I miss as a good friend...

I miss you a lot...

School seems boring to me now...

School seems uninviting to me now...

School seems dangerous to me now...

School seems... Erhhh~

Maybe your actions are right...

Maybe your words are true...

Maybe...

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If you are supporter of THE class, leave the 'ground' IMMEDIATELY'
Before you 'hurt' your 'virgin eyes'...
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You were forewarn...
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HOW DARE YOU!

HOW CAN YOU PEOPLE CALL YOURSELF
A CLASS OF EXCELLENCE, TOGETHERNESS & WATEVER CRAP
WHILE ONE OF YOUR CLASSMATES JUST SHIFTED SCHOOL
AND YOU PEOPLE YELLED
“明天我们去庆祝叻! 我请!”
DON'T YOU PEOPLE HAVE
THE SLIGHTEST FEELING OF SHAMEFULNESS!!!

JACKASSES!!!

HE, FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE,
JUST COMMITTED A SLIGHT MISTAKE...
AND YOU PEOPLE ACTING LIKE GODS,
CONDEMNED HIM TO HELL FOR ETERNITY...

YOU PEOPLE MUST HAD BEEN THE HAPPIEST PEOPLE ON EARTH
DURING THE DAY YOU KNOW HIS DEPARTURE

YOU PEOPLE ARE WORSE THAN THE VERMIN IN THE SEWERS
BRINGING HIM NOTHING BUT MISERY & DISAPPOINTMENT

YOU PEOPLE ARE MORE CRUEL THAN THE TSAR OF ALL RUSSIA
MURDERING HIS HEART & FAITH

YOU PEOPLE DON'T DESERVE THE 'NAMESAKE'

YOU PEOPLE IF WANT TO REBUKE OR CHALLENGE ME
YOU ARE WELCOME TO DO SO
PROVE ME WRONG
IF YOU WIN I'LL DELETE THIS POST
WITH A FULL APOLOGY

!!!WWWAAARRRNNNIIINNNGGG!!!

DON'T YOU DARE TO TOUCH MY CLASS
FOR THIS MY WAR, MY DECISION
OR ELSE
I'LL MAKE SURE
YOU REGRET THE VERY SECOND
YOU MESS UP WITH THE WRONG THING

YOU WERE FOREWARN...

Protest!!!

Since the government allow us to take 10 subjects only, we, the people who took more than that, had to make our choice.

Our EST teacher, Pn. Lim, inform us that our PK1 want to cancel our school's EST classes...

Therefore, I now want to ask all form 4 students of SMKTC a FAVOUR.
HELP us, the students of EST, to write a letter to our PK1 allow EST classes to go on...
Your help will be most appreciated...

EmO-ing (again)

"It's All Coming Back to Me Now" by Celine Dion
Modified by ME

(This song is specially modified for the Exam Papers, not dead people and it's meant to be read not sing)

There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it
Right outside the window

There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were
Drying up forever

My heart started crying in the instant that you came
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made

But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless joys
It was more than any laws allow
Baby, Baby

If I hold you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back

There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt myself even worse
And so much deeper

There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever

But you were history with the slamming of the book
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then

But if I hold you like this
And if you whisper me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I hold you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me(It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)

There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'll never achieve again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby,Baby, Baby

When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The marks and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now

If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
We see just what we want to see
All coming back to me
The marks and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall but it's all coming back to me now
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when you kiss me like this(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that(It's all coming back to me now)
If you do it like this(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we, , ,

I know, I know the song is quite terrible and stuff...
But this is the only way I can express my feelings...
I can't even remember the last time I cried...
Since I can't do that, then I can only express it it through a song...

P/S: Don't leave ANY comment about it...

EmO-ing...

A friend I know is leaving SMKTC,
I'm getting overreacted by his decision

I feel surprise

I know he's up to something
but I'm not expecting something this 'big'

I feel sad

Loyalty is my word in life

& Friend is my life in school

So loyalty to a friend is a thing I believe

I lost a close friend recently

One that I don't think will come again

Now I lost him
Although I'm not VERY close to him
But the 'chemistry' is there

I feel lost

He seek a new life
Just like I do
He seek a change
Just like I do
Now he's gone
I've lost my other half
A half I believe I can talk my heart to
A half I believe I seek a long time

I feel I'm to blamed

The day before he do anything
I 'counseled' him
Maybe I'm not as good in 'counseling'
as I thought
My 'advice' might be the reason he left

I feel his classmates is to blamed

His days in school was turned upside-down
After the day his classmates found out his comment about them
They isolates him mentally
They hates him in their heart
They wish he was never here
They never wish to know him more

I don't know what's happening to me recently
I not used to the new 'me'
I don't overreacted by someone's departure

SOMEBODY,
ANYBODY,
HELP ME!!!

How Erotic

* WAAAARNING*

If you are "under-age", "pure-minded", "innocent", 300% fully devoted yourself to the PERSON UP there, quickly, do not hesitate, press the red cross button located at the top right corner of this page!!!

And if you are a Librarian for SMKTC, do the same thing.

I am trying not to show to much yellow stuff (Chinese), A-rated stuff (Cantonese) or porno (English) in my blog. But circumstances doesn't allow it.

"I put around my left arm to her waist and with my right hand began to stroke her hip and bottom, totally ignoring her cries and gasps and groans and managing her wriggling with the grip of my circling arm..." - A MAN WITH A MAID-

"My hand went between her splayed thighs and with the tips of my fingers I caressed the tips of her inner cheek. I probed deep into the slit until I entered the throbbing opening of her moist sex..." - SHIP'S SURGEON -

I don't know whether to praise, feel disgust or love our school. OK, let's start from the beginning...

"Once upon a time, ..."

Sorry, wrong opening...

The day before the holidays , we (Melissa, Ivan, Ace and Me) was chatting and stuff. Then, an under-age, pure-minded and innocent girl, a friend of Ace came and ask her about SOMETHING in the book she's reading. Ace's eye went bulging and ask her where she get THE BOOK. She said it's one of the books in the shelf at the corridor under block B. But the MOST EXCITING PART is it's one of the Program Pembinaan Ilmu's book.

Well, you can't say it's not 'building up knowledge' but don't you think it's a bit WIERD +ILLEGAL to find such book in a SCHOOL?

What say you?

PS: Don't ask, question or think the whereabouts of the book right now...

*Yawn* What boring 1st week holiday...

OK I don't know what the HELL am I writing all the time... The truth, is I not used to writing short-EMO-like messages and I don't know why I did that... Never mind back to the main point.

Ok let's see, 1st things first:

Exam

Like every single exam I've taken in my secondary life, I DON'T study. Wakaka... Ok, don't get the wrong meaning when I say I DON'T study, it doesn't meant I literally did not study, I study IT the day before I take the EXAM... Creepy eh... Now like every exam, wait for the results to come out... Can't wait *sarcastically

10 subjects

When I heard it from the NTV7 evening News, I was surprised + shocked + angry. I mean how much we (students) what to study is our own business what, why our 'clever' Minister of Ed. have to do such 'clever' plan? Now, a lot students dreams crashed + crushed + disintegrated + turned into dust and flowed with the wind because of IT. Now I have to choose between BC, EST or English Literature. My BC stinks like HELL but my mother wants me to continue my Chinese. I don't know my standard in EST & English Literature but I enjoy the lessons. So, I'm quite in a dilemma right now. My EST & English Literature teacher in another hand tell us no to worry until the school receive " BLACK & WHITE "

Holiday plans

Hooray*I suppose... I'm going to Penang!!! Which I've been there like, I don't know, A LOT of times...